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Lonely New Year again :~(

2006-12-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

Ish...I guess I'll be lonely again during New Year,...Popeye has to follow his bro to Kuala Kedah for business purposes. But since exam is alreay around the corner starting 3rd Jan...so it'll be a good excuse for me to study rather than fooling around all day. From his SMSes, I know Popeye felt very guilty for not spending much time with me recently,..and I und he can't do anything but to obey his bro's command. He threathed by his bro that he won't buy him a car if he's refuse to go to this trip. I think no one in his family would turn down his bro's order,...like chinese saying, " I said 1, no one can say 2," He's the breadwinner and a successful entrepreneur that earn lots of $$$. That's y his family was so scare of him. Well, we r living in a materialistic world, everyone is working hard to accumulate more and more wealth,...who got $$$, he'll has the power to act.

Lonely Xmas =(

2006-12-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

merry xmas 2006 to myself =).....i guess all of my frens are celebrating it now,....sigh... if not, at least better than me here,.....i'm alone here updating my blog *sob*. Never expected this year xmas i would spend it in this way,...LONELY XMAS!! U must ask where's Popeye, the sailorman?No..is the Fatty Bom Bom.....hehe....he's chatting with 'chow kong' aka god of ZzZz in Butterwoth,Penang. He was there with his bro since Saturday for a meeting. Btw, he promised he'll accompany with me on New Year eve, maybe we'll go to KL to countdown as I'm so bored being confined in IPOH, my last trip to outstation was around Aug-Sept, if i'm not mistaken to Dogathon, UPM. 3 months never step out of from IPOH....wow...very pity ler =(

Wanna know how's my working life? Erm...i'm getting closer with my colleagues whose working in bar (Jacky, Aida, Stacy and John). Especially John, the Floor Captain, he kinda likes me, and i can feel he seems wanna court me, hahhaaha....he's been asking me out for a movie and dinner and he always flirt with me by calling me 'Darling...., Sweety.....' and I hate it because it's very embarassing and if Ivy and Belle know it, it'll bring problem to me. Sigh...both of them seems dun like me getting close with the floor staff, maybe because they'll think i'll cover up their wrongdoing. Because I'm from Account Department, and everyday i need to do the bar stock check up to ensure there's no shortage so there's a conflict interest between the floor staff and management staff. Tat's y Ivy and Belle din encourage me to mix well with them. At 1st, I told Popeye that John likes me but he said maybe I over sensitive, hmppphh.... how can he said tat?? Ish....I'm not 'perasan' la. I can feel it if he's serious or not....the way he looked at me and treated me is different. There's an incident where my mum called up asking about my dogs, she din know that all my dogs were dead few months ago and I cried while explaining it to my mum on the phone, at that time my other colleagues were there except John, then on that night, he purposely called up to console me, ...actually I was pretty touched for his caring....ahahaa, but i'm for sure i wont fall for him, our atttitude totally not compatible, --- most important is he's younger than me and he's not a chinese. Haha...surprise leh....he's 20 years old and he's Indian Christian. He's not a pure Indian,..he said one of his grandparents is western people but he's not leng jai la.... =p

Exam is coming.....Gambate!! Wish me good luck, ok? hehehe.....I'm counting on my luck rather than my efforts.

wei..wei..wei..

2006-10-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

wei..wei..wei...i'm back again!! It was 2 months ago since the last update, at one moment I thought to forgo it, lazy and no feeling to blog anymore, but due to popular demand, ahhahaa...ok la, I resume it.

During these 2 months, nothing much happen, my life is getting boring, and boring. Know Y?? Because most of my time has been taken up by my job. From 10 am - 6pm, mon-fri, and then 10 am-2 pm, sat, ....the sad thing is my work is so dull,....everyday do the SAME task, like I'm a machine-like person. Yeah...it's true, I do the EXACTLY SAME task everyday,....report daily sales, check bills, record bottles sales and commission, insert data to computer, inspect bar store balance and check GRO punch cards once a week. The worst is I can finish all my job by lunch hour, 1 pm. So every time when I back from lunch, I must pretend to do something else, until 5 pm only I can go upstairs the bar to inspect the store. It's hard to imagine that I need to PRETEND doing work, because my colleague advise me although I've complete all my work, I must not just sit and doing nothing, at least I find something else to do like arrange back the old files, ok...I listen to her, it only takes me few days to arrange back the files and repack it. But....then on 1 day, about 5.30 pm, I really dunno what to do anymore, after hours of pretending,....so I just grab a newspaper to read, waiting to go home, .....I know IVY must ask me to do something, she won't set me free, doing nothing...., she assigned me to switch all the data file from lotus 123 t0 microsoft excel. Erm....u must be surprise y my office still using lotus 123, ahahha....actually it is not that bad, there are some advantages compare to excel, hard to say how good it is.....but IVY said lotus has no license and what if my computer corrupt, how am I use another computer to insert the data since new computers now are using excel. By today, I think I've almost changed all the files.....aih...after finish this job, dunno wat to do ler....so much spare time,....if not bcos of $$$, I already quit this job, office work really sien.....Erm...u know I'm saving $$$ for pet grooming course, isn't it? Hope one day I can go HK to become a pet grommer, y HK? Bcos I luv HK, I luv the city and culture especially the cantonese speaking people :p

bz bz bz

2006-08-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy…..everything seems so rush since I start working, my daily routine almost the same, go to work, back to home, and study. Hmmph….I feel sorry for my two little pups, they’re so pity, have to confine in the cage for 10 hours a day….wonder they got make noise or not…..

Daily schedule (mon-fri)
10am - 6pm: office hour
7pm -11pm: short nap/ watch tv
11pm – 2am: assignments/study
2am – 8am: sleeping time

Back to the last Friday, 4th August …. where Gary held his showcase in Ipoh. I purposely took half day unpaid leave to prepare to meet him but in the end all my plan was spoilt because of my ugly bad haircut. Aih… the night before, I sms Andy, his manager to request to meet him in person, I actually not very eager to meet him because of my new ugly appearance…..I know Gary is not handsome either but because he’s my idol, I should’ve present myself nicely…. at least with a better hairstyle,…not this ‘aunty look’. I just try my luck to see if I’ve fate with him or not…..hahaha…..but Andy replied me that he’ll try to arrange it for me but due to limited time, the chance is very slim. So on the next day….I waited for Andy to sms me, yes or no also nvm….. I want to know the result asap, because if I can meet him,…I’ll go to salon to set my hair, ….yeah….seems so kua jeung is it…..no choice ler…..my hair need a professional to style it…..if not really look like ‘aunty’ la……then around 3pm, I sms Andy…..at 4.30 pm, he replied that I cant meet Gary because they’re just on the way to Ipoh and time is very rush…..so ok lo….I no need to go to salon lo….save my money lo

Popeye also took half day leave to accompany me….he helped me to style my hair…..just a simple styling because I go no gel or wax to make my hair firm and steady, after styling it looks better but still I cannot accept it,…my hair is too short, it makes me looks very old. Every time I look at the mirror….I get very annoy of myself!!

About 7 pm, we reached to the Red Crescent Hall, then only know that the normal ticket zone was so cheap, there’s no chairs for us……the chairs are for the VIPs only……aiih….actually I dun really mind standing there to watch the show...maybe I like Gary so I’m willing to sacrifice…but for Popeye….he keeps nagging it…. urge me to call Andy whether he can help us or not……but bcos I dun wan anyone related to Gary to see my ‘ugly look’ so I dun wish/dare to call him, if I look better, I’ll sure call him up…..aiih……..lucky the stage was not very far from my place plus not very crowded so I manage to see Gary’s performance quite clearly.

After the singing part, Gary signed the album for the fans…..at that time, I dunno why I’ve changed my mind….I called Andy ask him if I can take photo with Gary because I notice the fans were not allowed to do it, tat’s why I called him 1st….he asked me to go up to the stage, so I tot it should be ok la…..but after go up the stage, he said No wor…the reason was they’re rushing to Penang, so no time for it,…I was so angry …..Obviously he was lying to me….take a photo need how long wor…..an hour meh….just a few seconds….tat also not allowed……aarrghhh…..the worst was he and Gary already knew I’m Jessie…..aih…...if he told me earlier on the phone that I cant take photo…..then ok la…I wont go up to the stage……but now….after exposing myself to him….he only said No….I really so piss off~!!! I sms Bernard to complain Andy about it……then he replied that Andy hafto followed the rules from record company, even Gary’s sis also not allowed to take photo with him in the show………then I sms him back that he said Andy is Gary’s manager…..got power ma….why take a photo also dun have authority wor….I said I know Gary is popular now…so bai bei jor…but as a long time fan, I really feel disappointed and sad. Bernard replied that he ask me to come to KL, he can bring me to see Gary and take lots of photos but only me…..

aarrgh....

2006-08-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

I wanna die…..aarrrghhh…..I had a super terrible hair cut that makes me cried…..…really kik sei ngo that pokai hairdresser….actually I’ve discuss with him what hair style I want and he even showed me a model pic from a magazine about the hairstyle that he supposed to cut, but when on half way cutting my hair, I felt sumthing wrong….why he cut my hair so short…..not like the pic geh….then he only told me that he thought that hairstyle not suit me, so he changed to another hairstyle WITHOUT asking my permission!! He kept on persuading me not to worry, the hairstyle he chooses sure suit me and he said it’s very popular in Japan now........I was so piss off !! …kik sei ngo la…..he kept on persuading that I’ll look very pretty after the new hair style. He said not everyone is suitable to cut this hairstyle, he said my face is rather slim so this hairstyle is a perfect match. He added from what he saw the way I dress up, this hairstyle is right for me. I asked him, “how I dress up wor? I just wear a jeans and normal top, so simple….how can this hairstyle suit me wor,” He said I’ll look very stylish in this hairstyle… aiyooo…I dun wan “ying” la……I just wan simple and easy to manage hairstyle…..kik gua!! He asked me whether if I ever went to KL cut my hair b4…..he said, “ U know how much KL salon charge for changing a hairstyle ar” It’s few hundreds……now here only charge u RM18, so cheap,”….yeah…..I think including u also cheap…..I rather pay hundreds to KL salon to get a better hairstyle than this …..aih……how am I suppose to meet Gary this Fri wor….so wat tut now…..like an aunty hair now….tomolo the staff in the lounge and Ivy sure laughs me….. so malu ler….

1st day of job....

2006-08-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

whuh....today is my 1st day of work as an account clerk,....the task not really difficult to learn, at least better than the previous law firm job. Well...get to know that Coliseum is actually not a decent place, is a lounge with GRO (Guest Relation Officer) means prostitute la....,I'm surpirse that almost all the GROs are Malay, only a few are Chinese. My duties are to count the staff salaries, check the stock balance and manage daily account. I feel quite pressure working there cos I'm the 'good girl' type, I had difficulties to mix with other staff who are working in the lounge, u know....the staff there are very 'sociable'.....I sked one day I got sexual harassed by them, some guys there seems very ham sap.....but my department is ok la.....we only do the accounting job like other company with many paper works, my colleagues Belle and Ivy are good to me at the moment, maybe I'm still new. I've requested to leave half day on Fri so that I can meet Gary earlier and Ivy agreed it...ahaha....so good....but of cos I'm not telling her that I wanna meet Gary ler....I told her I wanna go Penang to take sumthing.

Although this place not suitable for me, but it's quite interesting working here, I can learn a lot about the nightlife business, like today, I gotta know the pay rate for the GROs, all the liquor type (I must familiar with it, I need to check the stock balance), the busines operations of this lounge like daily sales, ...so not bad too....a new experience for me.

For the sake of money,...I must endure this job up to 1 year, hopefully I can handle it ler....I know I'm so weak....not independent and strong,....aih....

Farn...

2006-07-31T23:18:00.000+08:00

Erm…. I received a call from Belle this evening, I already can expect what she’ll say, yeah…I’m employed but the poorest thing is I need to start working on tomolo….at 1st I feel “What? Tomolo? So fast? I’m not ready wor….” But just find out that tomolo is the 1st….that’s why I need to start working. The salary is not as good as I expected….I expected about RM1100-1200, but I got only RM1000. Belle said initially the boss wanna give me few hundreds only then she helps me to negotiate with the boss. I’ve not meet with the boss yet….dunno is a man or a woman but most probably is a man ler….Belle said he/she is based in KL so seldom will get to see him/her around.

I really not prepare to start working so soon la….suppose tomolo I’ve plan to cut my hair….then on Friday going to meet Gary but now ….aiyo…cannot la….I dun wanna miss this chance to meet Gary in person. I’ll try to request to leave half day on Friday….hope can la :( But when I got time to cut my hair leh? Aiyo…so farn la….kik sei.

Popeye suggest me to ask if can start working later…..maybe next week but I think it’s hard to open my mouth to ask la….because this job is recommended by my dad’s fren, if I do that….both my dad and Belle sure no face. Before I ready to tell my dad about it…Belle had phoned him, aiyer….kik sei. At 1st I thought to reject this job….but now…cannot ler….aiyoo….

Actually there’re advantages working in that …dunno what to call it….it’s called Coliseum, is an executive lounge with tennis court, swimming pool, café, and other facilities for the members. It has opens for 20 years in Ipoh, and the supervisor Ivy has been working there for 19 years….but I actually never heard of it b4. I wonder why it can survive that long, it seems no one will go there. Ooh..about the pros working there are I can save money for my pet grooming course….after one year I got enough money for it and moving towards to realise my ambition as pet groomer. Belle is working there..so anything she can help me, working hours is good (10.00 am – 6 pm)….hard to find company that start work at 10.00 am, can sleep longer, hehee….and I might get recommended to work in KL in the future after graduate since this lounge is owned by Berjaya Holdings but that’s depends on my work reputation la….aiih…u know I never work b4….sure will face many problems, aih…I’m already 22, almost 23….but have no working experience at all….so memalukan.

2006-07-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

2006-07-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

Gary,gary,gary......

2006-07-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

Bought another new edition of Gege Blue today at promotion counter in Ipoh Parade. Altogether there’re 3 editions, hope it will not release another edition again, if release also make it more worth-to-buy like include more MVs, more bonus tracks and more behind the scenes capture….but these 3 editions are almost the same…the major different is only the HARD COVER. All the song booklets, CDs, and VCDs, are exactly the same. Aiih…although I support Gary very much but I’m disappointed with it. I know it’s a tactic from the record company to gain more sales volume since Gary’s popularity is still hot, but to me it’s kinda cheating the fans money. Like me, I’ve spend more than RM100 on the same album….getting almost 90% of the same materials from all the 3 editions. I know I have choice not to buy it but Gary is my fave singer and I support him since long time ago….aiih.....terpaksa la….. :)

Redeem 5 normal tickets from Gege Blue 1st edition….actually I redeem at least 12 tickets from all the 3 editions but at that time I was thinking, “Wan so many tickets for what wor….all also normal tickets, no VIP, aih…the rest I dun wan la, just 5 enough,”. After I back home, I was quite regret for not getting all the tickets that I deserve…. I can give it to my frens or Popeye frens. Aiih…so stupid la me. Actually at tat time I was quite angry, the staff dun let me to redeem the VIP tickets…..they insisted wan me to buy the Digi Prepaid Top Up or the Sim Pack cost RM30 in exchange for the VIP tickets. I have all the 3 editions of the album yet cannot get the VIP ticket but other people simply just buy or reload with Digi and they can get the VIP…..what la….how can like that gar….Not Fair!!

Yesterday I asked Bernard about the VIP tickets again and he told me that Ipoh and Penang no VIP zone….he said he dunno why these 2 places no VIP zone while others promotion venue have. I actually not 100% believe what he said….how can suddenly these 2 venues no VIP zone…so weird. He gave me Andy contact number, ask me to call him and he can brings me to the front stage or maybe behind the stage to meet Gary. He said Andy now is Gary’s manager in Malaysia,….he also said Andy still remember me because I bought food for them few years ago in Ipoh. Never thought these shameful action of buying egg tarts and ‘siew pau’ can make them (Gary and Andy) remember me. Haha…I really feel terribly ashamed…how can I buy tat kinda of food to them last time…. Erm…this time I want to buy something for Gary too…but got no idea to buy what, I know he had received many gifts from his fans….so the present from me must be very unique and meaningful to him or else better dun give la…..

2006-07-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

Today went for a simple job interview in Coliseum; this job is recommended by my dad’s fren, Belle. I dunno what position I’ll hold for….most probably is general clerk. It’s an unexpected employment….actually I’m not ready to start work so soon, but since my dad said this company is under Berjaya Holdings plus the salary is quite good (RM1100-1200), working hours is from 10.00 am – 6.00 pm (very satisfy), so I just grab this chance. The interviewer Ivy, aged 40 +, she looks like Teressa (To Lai Sa), very sociable yet very show-off. During the interview, we chat about her daughters because her elder daughter is same age as mine. She said her elder daughter is pursuing Master in Australia while her second daughter will going to England to study Law. From her words, she’s very proud of her 2nd daughter, she got 10A1 in SPM, got 50% scholarship from Taylors and now going to England to study Law. She said if her daughter takes 11 subjects, she’ll get 100% scholarship. She said when her 2nd daughter sits for exams, she’ll make bird nests and ginseng for her. I was thinking, “So 9 gah….show yeh”. She didn’t talk much about her elder daughter because she said her result is normal only. Then she talked about the tuition fees, she asked me how much I pay for the Distance Education, I said one subject is RM400+, average one sem is about RM2000+, she thinks is considerably cheap, she said her elder daughter tuition fee in Australia is AUS $2000 per subject, so average one sem is about AUS $8000, the whole course need about RM400k, I was think, “Really mou, so expensive, AUS $2000 per subject?? She must be bragging”. Well, Popeye said normally woman is like that…nothing to do, so they’ll show off. Yeah….she makes me think of Jo’s mum. Ahaha….
I’m not confirm to get this job, she seems dun wanna hire me, she said after I graduate I’ll sure leaving this company because she said I wont have good future here and she’ll need to train another person again. She said, when I graduate later, if I want to leave, she can recommend me to KL to work.

Chaw Ge is coming this Friday…..I’m still looking for the VIP tickets, hope to see him in nearest place. I’ve asked his sister, Sandy, about it, she said at the moment she only has the normal tickets, waiting for Andy to come back to see whether if got VIP tickets. She’ll reserves for me once she gets it. But not 100% she’ll get the VIP tickets so I need to get it by myself asap. Quite surprise Andy is still working for Gary….he was Gary’s assistant when Gary released his 1st album 6 years ago. I’m planning to meet Gary in person when he comes to Ipoh but dunno can or not…..probably no problem geh….will ask Bernard tomolo.

Ipoh Vet & Pet Groomer Contact

2006-07-22T10:02:00.000+08:00

VETERINARY LIST

IPOH EAST VETERINARY CLINIC
Veterinarians: Dr. Gilbert P'ng Seng Chong and Dr. Sharon Tay
Address: 62, Laluan Perajurit 1, Tmn Ipoh Timur, 31400, Ipoh.
Contact no.: 05-5469927; 012-5248927
Operating hours: Mon-Sat: 9.00 am - 6.00 pm; Sun.: 10.00 am - 1.00 pm

GOH VETERINARY CLINIC
Veterinarian: Dr. Dennis Goh Thien Poh
Address: 1, Selasar Wah Keong, Tmn. Wah Keong, 31400 Ipoh.
Contact no.: 05-5454880; 012-5013880
Operating hours: Mon-Sat: 9.00 am - 6.00 pm; OFF: Sundays & Pub. Hols.

KLINIK HAIWAN TAMAN IPOH SDN. BHD.
Veterinarian: Dr. Goh Hue Lang
Address: 30, Pesara Ipoh 1, Ipoh Garden, 31400, Ipoh, Perak.
Contact no.: 05-5455933, 05-5460933
Operating hours: Mon-Sat: 9.00 am - 7.00 pm; Sun & Public Hols.: 9.00 am - 1.00 pm

KLINIK VETERINAR SERI AMPANG
Veterinarians: Dr. Cheang Heng Toon & Dr. R. Murugaya
Address: 29, Jln. Seri Ampang 1, Tmn. Seri Ampang, 31350, Ipoh.
Contact no.: 05-3130191
Operating hours: Mon-Sat: 9.00 am - 7.00 pm; Sun.: 9.00 am - 1.00 pm

KLINIK HAIWAN
Veterinarian: Dr. Inder Jeet Kaur
Address: 7, Jalan Kledang Raya 18, Tmn. Alkraff, 30100, Ipoh.
Contact no.: 05-5297760; 016-5653428
Operating hours: Mon-Sat: 9.30 am - 6.00 pm; Sun.: 9.30 am - 1.00 pm

KLINIK HAIWAN MANO
Veterinarian: Dr. Manohary
Address: 62, Jalan Weng Hup, Taman Pertama, 30100, Ipoh.
Contact no.: 05-5275317; 016-5518093
Operating hours: 9.30 am - 1.30 pm; 3.30 pm - 8.30 pm

JR VETERINARY CENTER
Veterinarian: Dr. Ranjit Kaur Mendhir
Address: 4, Tingkat Taman Ipoh 6, Ipoh Garden South,31400, Ipoh.
Contact no.: 05-5470644; 019-5568292

TEE VETERINARY CLINIC
Veterinarians: Dr. Tee Lit Wen & Dr. Teoh Choong Jean
Address: 56, Hala Pengkalan Timur 1, Tmn. Pasir Putih Selatan, 31650, Ipoh. Contact no.: 05-3236204; 05- 2918110, 016-5580274, 012-5172521
Operating hours: Mon-Fri 9.30 am – 6.00 pm, Sat 9.30 am – 4.00 pm
OFF: Sundays & Pub. Hols.

PETCARE ANIMAL CLINIC & GROOMING CENTER
Veterinarian: Dr. Teoh Jit Aik Address: 33 & 33A, Laluan Ipoh Permai 1, Tmn. Ipoh Permai, 31400, Ipoh, Perak.
Contact no.: 012-4750160
Operating hours: Mon-Fri 10.00 am – 8.00 pm, Sat,Sun&Public Holidays 10.00 am – 5.00 pm
(Thursday OFF)

KLINIK HAIWAN MENGLEMBU
Veterinarians: Dr. Lim Yaw Kok & Dr. Ooi Seng Sing
Address: 99, Persiaran Desa Rishah 1, Desa Rishah, 30100 Ipoh, Perak
Tel/Fax: 05- 2810868 HP: 012 5223688
Operating hours: Mon-Sat 10.00 am – 7.00 pm, Sun 10.00 am – 5.00 pm

MY PETS VETERINARY AND SURGERY CLINIC
No. 382, Jln Pasir Puteh, 31650 Ipoh, Perak
Phone: 05-241 8391

PET GROOMER

CHRISTINE LOW
professional dog groomer (graduate,New York School of Dog Grooming)
NO. 39, JALAN LEE KWEE FOH, CANNING GARDEN, 31400 IPOH, PERAK.
TEL.:05-5477025 H/P 012-52153392)

PETS CORNER GROOMING CENTRE
CECILIA YIM
35, LINTASAN PERAJURIT 6, TAMAN PERAK, IPOH GARDEN EAST,31400 IPOH, PERAK.
TEL.:05-5478223 H/P :012-52607983)

PET CARE ANIMAL CLINIC & GROOMING CENTRE
SAM (NEW YORK) CERTIFIED GROOMER
TEL.: 012-5795003 (by APPOINTEMENT)
33 & 33A, Laluan Ipoh Permai 1, Tmn. Ipoh Permai,31400 Ipoh.

My update

2006-07-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

Today Gigi and Mei Mei receive their 2nd jab of booster vaccination. The vets (Dr.Tee and Dr.Teoh) both seems very like the puppies especially Dr.Tee, she keeps praising Gigi that she is so cute, and even said Gigi will be very smart in future because of her naughty appearance. Yeah…Gigi definitely the naughtiest, extremely active than Mei Mei, lucky Mei Mei is rather obedient and polite if not…my blood vessels will burst. How naughty is Gigi??Ok…I compare her with Mei Mei.

1) Gigi will jump on to my bed and the sofa, playing around and even pee on it.
2) Gigi will carry ‘thing’ in her mouth and run away to another place and bite it. The things refer to slippers, socks, rocks, cloth….just catch her carrying RM5 bank note in her mouth.
3) Gigi will scream and yell when put into the cage or look inside my room.
4) Gigi will always initiate a fight with Mei Mei.

I’m very busy lately… it’s a normal routine when new semester started with lots of assignments need to complete before due date, in fact, I have to finish it as soon as possible so that I can earn an extra time to study. I don’t want to fail anymore. Or I can’t fail again, if not my CGPA will drop like hell and will get probation if CGPA less than 2.00. Actually every semester I did my best …..until now I also dunno why I’ll fail that business law subject. After re-grading, the result is same too. The staff told me that my coursework marks is 22/50, erm…quite low for 3 assignments plus 1 quiz, I never expect it to be that low marks. Moreover I’m surprise that why my final exam marks is lower than 28/50?? I have answered all the questions…..although my elaboration was pretty short, aiih….lucky I still can sit for the supplementary exam and it’s free, if not I’ll feel very guilty for my dad for wasting his money. If re-sit, the fee is 50% from original which is RM200++, quite expensive ler…..

By the way, Gary Chaw will be in Ipoh to do his album promotion on 4th August, 8.00pm, Red Crescent Hall. Ticket redemption will be on 30 July, 1-3 pm, Ipoh Parade. I’ll go to see his performance if manage to get tickets, but I think I’m not going to tell him I’m Jessie,….it’s very awkward and I dunno what to tell him after introduce myself……and Gary will also performs in Summer Concert organize by 8TV, I wanna go but again..no one accompany me, Popeye said Johor is too far to drive, no money for accommodation and no time to leave his job. Aiih….so poor me.

10 Jobs That Let You Work With Animals

2006-07-21T13:18:00.000+08:00

10 Jobs That Let You Work With Animals

By Candace Corner, CareerBuilder.com writer

If you were the kid who enjoyed a day at Sea World more than Six Flags, slept with your cat at the foot of your bed every night, or describe your dog as being one of your best friends, you may be interested in a career involving animals.

Traditionally, the first job that comes to mind in animal interaction is usually a veterinarian, but there are a lot more out there that can take a little less schoolwork and still let you work with your furrier friends. Education requirements are one of the first things to consider, since a career in preventive medicine takes a lot more time and money on your part than a part-time job as a dog walker.

Another important thing to consider is what you would like to be doing for the animals. Are you interested in hands-on work or do you want to focus on educating other people about animal life? What kinds of animals do you want to work with?

There are a lot of options out there, with fields in care and conservation of wildlife, animal training, education and a variety of closely related fields that use animal interaction in their work.

Here are 10 jobs -- beyond veterinarians -- that let you work with animals:

Animal Behavioral Trainer
What they do: Teach animals how to act in response to different conditions or stimuli. Training is conducted for entertainment, protection, detection or companionship.

What they earn: $36,000 is the median salary with one to four years of experience.*

Animal Caretaker
What they do: Assist in grooming, training and companionship for animals staying in pet spas, kennels and similar temporary locations.

What they earn: A median salary of $30,000 when working for a company.

Marine Biologist
What they do: Study and interact closely with the lives of species that spend all or most of their lives in water.

What they earn: $45,000 is the median salary.

Park Manager
What they do: Oversee daily park maintenance and operations. They are in charge of preserving and protecting wilderness areas.

What they earn: $40,000 is the median salary for state and local government positions.

High School Science Teacher
What they do: Educate students on the methods of observation, experimentation and study of different topics in science, including animal life.

What they earn: A median salary between $41,400 and $45,920.

Animal Groomer
What they do: Maintain the appearance and hygiene of animals.

What they earn: A median salary of $30,000 when working for a company.

Veterinary Pathologist
What they do: Study the scientific causes, development and results of diseases in animals.

What they earn: A median salary between $120,000 and $160,000 for industry work.

Animal Welfare Lawyer
What they do: Practice law with special focus on how it deals with animals. Cases can range from veterinary malpractice to anti-cruelty issues.

What they earn: The median annual earnings of all lawyers are $94,930.

Zoo Director
What they do: Organize and direct zoo operations. This position includes everything from analyzing the annual budget to organizing the special care of animals.

What they earn: The average starting salary for zoologists is $28,000, increasing to $36,000 after five years.

Animal-Assisted Therapist
What they do: Study behavioral patterns in animals and apply techniques to improve mental, social and physical issues within humans through animal/human companionship.

What they earn: Median annual earnings of physical therapists are $60,180, but the concentration of animal-assistance may increase or decrease earnings. Some animal-assisted therapy is considered volunteer work.

* Salary sources: Payscale.com, Bureau of Labor Statistics (BLS), American College of Veterinary Pathologists (AVCP), The Princeton Review

All Adopted

2006-07-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

Finally all the homeless puppies were adopted….the last one Puppy B was adopted yesterday, Popeye received a call from a guy (Ah Keong), he said that he saw the notice I placed it in Menglembu Vet Clinic about the free adoption and he is interested to adopt him so we bring the pup to his home. Suppose we leave the pup in the clinic as Popeye was not free to meet him at 5 sumthing but the pup was so frighten because all the dogs in the clinic were barking at him, we were worried that the pup might fear to death so Popeye called that guy asked him whether his home got people around or not, if yes we just drop the pup to his home. Luckily he said his mother in-law was at home. Before taking the pup to his home, that guy requested the pup to get vaccination 1st, he said his mother in-law will pay back the money…at that time I was thinking, “ Wah..u no need to see the pup 1st before giving him vaccination? What if u dun like the pup?” But he insisted to vaccinate the pup so we just follow his request. After chatting a while with that vet (Dr.Ooi), only knows about that guy had just lost his dog, it was affected with disease for not being vaccinated so no wonder that guy was so desperate to vaccinate the pup although he never see it with his own eyes.

When we reached his home, I was so satisfied because of several reasons:
1) his house is newly build so everything is new and clean.
2) he has another puppy in the house, I’m not sure what breed it is but it looks like either Chi Hua Hua or Pincher. His mother in-law said the pup cost RM200++. Since he has already own another puppy, so the Puppy B won’t be lonely.
3) the puppies have their own cage. The cage is very important for the puppies because they’ll sneak out from the house if without supervision.
4) the puppies are feed with dog food. Although the dog food is low quality choice but is better to feed them with junk food.

I hope the pup will live happily with his new owner. I’ll go and check him next week.

I’m so relief now….all along I’m so worry no one will adopt the puppies. Including the Puppy B, I’ve manage to re-home 5 stray puppies who were once roaming freely on the street, no food, no shelter. I’m very proud of it :) Hope the number will continue to increase…. But in other view, I dun wan the number of stray puppies to increase as the puppies are really pity.

I'm so poor

2006-07-06T02:35:00.000+08:00

It’s been some time didn’t update my blog, I’m not free, looking around for 3 naughty pups really making me headache. Everyday I don’t get enough sleep, rest and no time to resume my assignments and even no time for TV and radio, I have few times think to let them go….don’t want to rear them, but after I calm down, it’s not the same feeling anymore. The pups are growing now, this is the time where they r the naughtiest, terribly playful and energetic. Every morning 6-7 am, they will start barking, want to release from the cage and eat their breakfast. If I don’t answer them, they’ll continue barking and by then sure disturb my neighbours. Ok….after breakfast, they want to play for some time, at least half an hour before they r confine in the cage again. Inside the cage, they’ll start barking for not willing to get confined, and only stop it when they see the rattan cane, but sometimes I need to cane them too. Everyday, they’ll make noise several rounds till I don’t have time to do my own things, just to serve them. Confining them in the cage, they’ll bark non-stop, but releasing them they’ll eat anything (grass,leaves,stones,sand,lizard’s shit,dust,hair,etc) like never eat for ages. So I need to monitor them every second,…..

Just got confirm by someone who willing to adopt Puppy B (Boy Boy). He is from Penang, so I suggested we meet in Taiping since it’s located in the middle between Penang and Ipoh. And he agreed but he only coming on 23rd July. Still got 2 weeks to go, and I’ll still looking for other adopter in Ipoh. Wish to give out that puppy as soon as possible as he is the noisiest one.

I see my dad likes the puppies quite much. All 3 he also likes. He even has more patient than me in taking care the puppies. I’m quite surprise for it. But it’s a very good thing for me because it can reduce my burden as rearing dogs is not an easy task especially it need patience to pamper them, train them to listen the commands. I dunno I need how long to train my 2 little new pups,…if I’m not mistaken, last time I used about a year to train Bebe’s offspring.

After everything settle down, I’m going to work as I’m short of money to spend. All my online investment has been loss….so no extra income. My long time hand phone Nokia 8250 is finally out of service. Now not enough money to buy a new hand phone…aih…so poor me. My budget for new hp is more or less RM1000. Hopefully not more than RM1500, but don’t have target on which model yet. GOD ar…plz drop me some money from the sky la….haha….or drop me a new hp also ok.

Boycott IAMS

2006-06-28T20:34:00.000+08:00

I'm doing a research on pet food industry as my assignment topic. Thanx to Dr.Tee, she advised me not to buy Pedigree brand because dogs are found to affect with kidney failure for consuming this brand product and thus it indirectly give me an idea to write on this topic for Business Ethics assignment. The assigment needs me to do a research on a company who faced serious ethical issues and make a report about it. I was very worry at the beginning because I got no idea at all to write about which company plus it consists 50% of the total marks. At 1st, I plan to reveal about Pedigree company for their unethical business operation in producing pet food. While I was looking for the infos, I come to a very shocking news - A leading pet food manufacturer, IAMS is cruely conducting animal testing as their experiments to create new formula and improve quality of their products. They called these animals as 'specimen'!! I was emotionally disturbed when I viewed the video filmed by the undercover investigator. I couldn't believe nowadays this inhumane act would exists in US, one of the most modern place on Earth. Arrghhh.... I would boycott IAMS product forever. I'm so disappointed, because IAMS is the best selling pet food worldwide and I was think to switch to this brand for my doggies but now........when I see this brand on pet shops, it'll remind me of the unlucky animals who imprisoned in cells by IAMS.

Aih...I know it's very difficult to protest IAMS to stop its laboratory test on animals but at least I'm a making difference to refuse to buy IAMS products.

Cutie Pups

2006-06-22T11:56:00.000+08:00

does she looks like Wai Wai?

Pup E - Adopted by M3. Named GiGi

Pup D - Adopted on K9 Olympic Day

Pup C - Adopted on K9 Olympic Day

Pup B - still looking for good home

Pup A - Adopted by M3. Named MeiMei

The 5 puppies which I rescued them from the street.

Puppies Days

2006-06-20T11:03:00.000+08:00

6 days ago, I took home 5 stray puppies, and now 2 females have been adopted at K9 Olympic Day last Sunday, another 2 females I'll keep them myself and the only male pup still looking for serious adopter, I hope can find him a good home before too late, otherwise he'll get adopt by an Indian family opposite my house. That family seems can't provide him a good living condition so I'm not willing to give that pup to them.

Watching the puppies growing has changed my boring life since all my dogs died. I no longer feel bored staying at home, and my new academic semester just started means there're lots of assignments I need to complete within these 2 months. I still not yet receive my previous semester official exam result. Only know I've passed 4 subjects and maybe have to sit for a supplementary paper for biz law bcos I failed this subject. It didn't make sense at all for me to fail, so far I never even got a 'B-' for any subjects but now I failed. The lowest grade I got is 'B'. How can I fail this paper? I'm sure there must be something wrong with it. I have make application to regrade my paper, just keep my fingers crossed hope I can pass it.

Save the puppies

2006-06-15T03:37:00.000+08:00

I’m bz finding adopters for the homeless puppies these few days. Yesterday I took all the puppies to my house, the reason is I couldn’t let them roaming on the street then run over by vehicles and died. I’ve post threads on few forums and sending out emails with the hope I can help the puppies to find a home. Later in the morning I’ll go to some vet clinics to paste the free adoption poster, hope can attract some potential adopters. If after 2 weeks still no response, I’ll surrender them to Dr.Goh, this is my last choice because I need to pay an amount of fee for each puppy. Usually is RM10/puppy. So I wish to find the adopters by myself before surrender them.

My dad scolds me when I tell him I’ve bring home 5 puppies. Of course I’ve prepare for it. I won’t mind to get scolded at least I’ve rescue the puppies from danger. I can see my dad’s face turned into a furious look, I was worry he’ll throw away all the puppies when we reach home. Lucky he just scold me a bit in the car, maybe becos I’ve persuaded him that the puppies will sure get adopted, I told him I’ll have ways to find the adopters.

Actually my house isn’t yet 100% safe for the puppies. The distemper virus might be still active, Dr.Lim has advises me not to get a new puppy within 6 months but it’s been a month since Bebe died so I assume that the risk is not too high, it’s better to stay at my house than roaming on the street for the puppies.

This isn’t my 1st time getting adopters for stray puppies. I’ve successfully re-home 2 homeless puppies a year ago, one of them is the sibling (same mother diff dad) of the puppies I am fostering now. Their mother is very pity, I’ve seen her 3 times gave birth, every time she is on heat, she sure get pregnant so every half a year I’ll see the newborn puppies from her. Very charm….I got think to adopt the mother but I know it’s very hard to get permission from my dad and Popeye is extremely object of it because he said the mother sure has many diseases and dirty. The mother is very tame, I’ve seen her around in Popeye’s housing area for about 2-3 years so I’m very pity for her.

It’s midnight now, the puppies are keep inside a cage and fortunately they are not making noise otherwise…. I couldn’t think of the consequences. I plan to adopt one of the puppies, she looks like Wai Wai. So among 5 puppies, I’ll give out the remaining 4.

“To anyone who reads this blog, plz spread it around to help the puppies find a warm loving home. It’s definitely a meaningful job. Thank you.”

I've quit

2006-06-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today suppose my 5th day being as legal clerk, but I didn’t turn up to work. I just called Trisha to inform that I wanna resign, I know it’s irresponsible but I don’t have better alternatives, at 1st I plan to call Ms.Khoo (hp) at night (9 +) but Popeye said it might disturbs her, actually I don’t feel that way, it just that I don’t dare to speak directly to her since she’s the employer/lawyer, Trisha said she’ll tell Ms.Khoo about it but I should inform Ms.Khoo again by myself, so she ask me to call back later, but in the end I didn’t make that phone call. Aaahh…that’s me, chicken-hearted. I always lack of courage to do something which I know I won’t lose anything if I do it.

Last night I told my dad that I wanna resign, I expected he’ll admonish me like ‘Hah, work only few days then want to quit? Working is like that ma, be patient, so easy give up, no use,’ Haha… No, he doesn’t say that and I’m so surprise to hear he said ‘Dun wan to work then dun work la, legal clerk is not a good job’ then I asked ‘what job is good ar?’ he said ‘take ur time to search la’. Wah….I didn’t expect my dad to be that supportive.

Ok..now I report what I’ve learnt yesterday – 4th day of work.
Presentation (registration of property)
Documents need to be ready are:
Borang Penyerahan Dokumen Kepada Pendaftar (Type 1, Photocopy 1, Draft 1)
S&P, Loan (X Pindahmilik X Gadaian)
S&P, No loan (X Pindahmilik)
Loan, No S&P (Gadaian)
-MB Consent (X Surat Kebenaran)(Orignal)
-Quit rent (Cukai Tanah)(X Salinan asal resit tahun semasa)
-X Lain-Lain (Suratan Hakmilik asal, tanpa pelan – new title)(all page – old title)
-Kod: 3187 (Pendaftar hakmilik) 3442 (Pentadbir Tanah)
-Discharge of charge
X Melepaskan Gadaian RM110
X Pendua Gadaian No. Perserahan ___Jilid/Folio
-Entry Caveat
Pemohonan untuk memasuki kaveat persendirian bagi ____(title no.)
Pemohonan untuk menarikbalik kaveat persendirian bagi ____(title no.)
-X Lain-lain (Surat Akuan Peguam)

Land Search (sub-sale 2) (developer 1)
(Title search, caveat)
Pindah milik tanah Borang 14A
Notis Taksiran Duti Setem (adjudication)
Maklumat Pindahmilik Tanah, Bahagian/Pajakan = Semua

Borang 16A Charge Annexure (3 copies)

Write Voucher for payment
Entry caveat – RM15
Discharge of charge – RM20
Presentation –RM20
Land Search – RM15
Title Search – RM40
Caveat – RM 30

Land Search, No Presentation – RM85

After presentation, advise bank to release payment to vendor/developer.
Advise release statement – print draft
- Securities Document Checklist ( type 1, Photostat 2, draft 1)
- MB Consent

Letter of Offer must stamp within 1 month from the date.
Stamp – RM10
Penalty – RM10
Voucher (being stamping fees for letter of offer)

After release, the bank will send a cheque to law firm, write a letter to vendor/developer cc to bank branch, purchaser enclose the cheque. Letter sends by AR Register. Till this stage, the file shall be close.

When developer send documents to law firm, Photostat 1 copy put into file. Quit rent and assessment staple to the left page. Use a small piece of cardboard write down the date when the title is to keep in the safe. Use pencil to write the same thing on the file front page. Title gives to solicitor to keep in the safe.

I purposely jot down the documents I’ve been taught, from the 1st day I never see those documents in my life b4 till now at least I can recognise them.
-Draw Down of Facility
-Securities Document Checklist
-MB Consent (Pemohonan Kebenaran Untuk Pindahmilik)
-Presentation receipt (Pink)
- Borang Penyerahan Dokumen Kepada Pendaftar
-Land Search
-Land search report
-SD Owner Occupation
-Bankruptcy Search Report
-Letter of Instruction
-Charge Annexure
-Facilities Agreement
-Real Property Gain Tax (Cukai Keuntungan Hasil Tanah (CKHT)) 1,2 & 5

That’s just a part of I remember what I’ve learnt in that legal firm because some of it I really cannot put it to my brain, so complicated and messy. Yes…MESSY is the best word to describe my whole feeling. I don’t feel myself working in a legal firm, I was like working with government or real estate office. So boring…..

Quit,Quit, Quit!!

2006-06-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

3rd day of work ….today is getting better, at least I don’t feel the task that I learn is super-hard-to-digest. I continue to learn about conveyancing procedure, Ms.Phan assigned a new case which I’ll be taking over it when she leaves by this month. Since it’s a new case, she shows me step by step what documents need to be ready, how to modify it from the sample file, how to calculate bill payment. Actually I’ve decided to quit this job but before I really take action to do it, I want to stay 1-2 days more to see what can I learn about being a legal clerk because I think I won’t be working in a legal firm in the future so I’d like to grab this opportunities to gain my experience. However that’s a BIG problem here, today Ms.Phan told me that she’ll be on leave from 14th till 18th. Then she’ll back for another one week from 19th to 23rd before officially resign. So I can’t stay there anymore – if not either I can’t leave or they will have difficulties to hire a new person to replace me since time is running out, they got no time to train another person since even me also couldn’t receive a full training. I’m so darn afraid now…I dunno how to open my mouth to say that I wanna quit….what reason should I give? I’m sure I’ll get scolded ‘up to the ceiling’ and maybe get curse if I leave now. But I really don’t wanna work there anymore….I can’t handle the job alone with a little hands-on practice, plus this job is very boring….always deal with conveyancing case with lots of documents to prepare. The worse is all these documents must be in very tidy, neat, detailed and 100% accuracy. I don’t think I’m able to do that ….

I found out a little advantage to work in legal firm - get to know about litigation case. Ms.Phan told me that Ms.Khoo will handle court cases such as divorce and annulment, will and testament, claim for a child’s ownership, and more. And coincidently a family came over to stake a claim for a child’s ownership. The child is 11-year old currently staying by his mother’s side. His mother remarried, has two kids with the new husband and living in Johor now but the child is in Ipoh with his grandma (mother’s mum). So the father wants to get the child’s ownership, according to Ms.Khoo, the percentage to win is high since the mother now in Johor and remarried while the father is single. It is very interesting get to see this kind of situation because it can gain my law knowledge. This opportunity is very rare to see it in other workplaces. To my surprise is I heard Ms.Khoo said the legal fees is only RM1000++, wow…so cheap.

Ms.Phan told me that Ms.Khoo’s brother, Tony is a lawyer too, then her sister in-law, Ms.Ooi (Tony’wife) is also a lawyer….wah….I was thinking….whole family members also lawyers? So geng…..like those in TVB drama. Then her family business is housing developer, all-related. So clever to make money…..

I receive a very weird gift from Ms.Khoo – 3 packets of button mushroom. Hahaa….each clerk got 3 packets. I dunno what to do with it…I dunno how to cook it….I think to give it to Popeye’s mum.

2nd day of work

2006-06-03T18:21:00.000+08:00

There r many things I wanna blog regarding on my 2nd day of work. I was so frustrated till I decided to quit this job.

There r 4 people in the firm:-
MS.KHOO – The only lawyer/employer of that firm. Age around 35. Her husband is a housing developer (TUMBUH MERATA) so the clerks always deal with lots of sale and purchase agreement. I think most of her clients are from her husband. As an employer, she is not bad but overall is so-so ok only. I’ve worked for 2 days in her firm, she didn’t even say a single word to me, just a smile when she walked pass my table, sometimes even didn’t look at me, at least she can ask me, “how is my work? Can I handle it? Take your time to learn it. If anything dunno, ask other clerks to help you.” I don’t know y she will employed me, no working experience, maybe my expected salary is lower than others candidates. I heard she told her friend who was in her firm yesterday that altogether has 21 candidates; one with diploma in broadcasting request her expected salary is RM1400. Then she said, “RM1400 I hire u to broadcast my firm meh” She said most of them with STPM qualifications. Her friend want to employ a clerk too, so he ask her why she got so many candidates, how she published the newspaper classified to attract people. She told him to publish in Sin Chew (reasonable price and good service) then must stated legal firm needs a clerk. Don’t just print as general clerks wanted because when people see the words ‘legal firm’, it’ll attract people to call in. ahaha…guess what, I’ve the exactly same thinking as her. Because of the words ‘legal firm’, that’s why I apply for that job. I thought being a legal clerk better than general clerk at least I’m working with a lawyer handle the law case. Her friend then said, don’t hire a clerk which is too clever if not …( I missed what he said), just hire average smart enough because her duty is to type documents and listen phone calls only, then I think, if too clever also wont be working as clerk la…doink!! He also added don’t hire a clerk which is very pretty, then MS.KHOO said pretty is a bonus to the firm, no harm.

MS.LUM/TRISHA – The senior with at least 10 years working experience in law firm. She is responsible of litigation (court case). She is MS.KHOO’s chief assistant although her education qualification is rather low. In the group, she is the friendliest, but I’m not under her training so we seldom talk much.

MS.FONG – The clerk. I guess she is same age as me. But I think she is SPM leaver so she got few years working experience and she seems very capable in handling conveyancing (transfer of property) cases. She is very snobbish, never talk or look at me although my table is situated opposite hers.

MS. PHAN – The clerk. Don’t know what age but she is getting married soon. Responsible to train me. She told me that she is leaving by JUNE and I need to take over her job so she insists me to learn and able to handle all the duty within these 2-3 weeks. I can't ask other clerks to help me because they're not familiar with it. When I heard it, I was thinking ‘What? Learn all things within 2-3 weeks? Impossible!! I got no working experience, how can able to learn that fast? Furthermore, legal clerk not same as general clerk. The duty is totally different. I told her that when I interviewed that day, MS.KHOO said that I need to be train at least 6 months, then she said, “Yeah, I need 6 months to be able to manage my duty but I’m teaching you now, so you MUST learn as fast as possible. No choice. That’s really crazy….I ask her one conveyancing case need how long to complete because I see the file is very thick (more than 5 cm) with lots of documents inside it and she said about 3-4 months or more depend on the different situations. Moreover she said I will handle few cases at a time so I must know every cases reach till what level. In my mind “ Ok…you tell me one case need 3-4 months to complete and now you want me to learn all in theory within just 2-3 weeks then u leave me alone…u think I’m a genius ar? I’m not a law student…I don’t have law background, lucky I took business law subject last semester which helped me understand a bit of the sale and purchase agreement. Her teaching method is another problem I can’t stand with. She just gives me 2-3 files ask me to study it myself….ok nvm…I study ...there r various documents clipped inside a file like:
CUKAI TAKSIRAN,
INDAH WATER ACCOUNT STATEMENT
BANK RELEASED STATEMENT
STATUTORY DECLARATION
SALE AND PURCHASE AGREEMENT
EPF STATEMENT
MEMORANDUM OF TRANSFER (BORANG 14A)
PDS 15
CKHT 1 & 2
MENTERI BESAR’S CONSENT TO TRANSFER/CHARGE
APPOINTMENT OF SOLICITOR
VENDOR AUTHORIZATION TO BANK STATEMENT
DISCHARGE OF CHARGE (BORANG 16N)
VENDOR UNDERTAKING TO BANK REFUND LOANSOME
ADJUDICATION FORM
TITLE (BORANG 11AK)
REDEMPTION STATEMENT
DIFFERENT KINDS OF VOUCHER PAYMENT
AND MORE……(ALTOGETHER IS 5 CM THICK INCLUDED PHOTOCOPIES)
See…with so many documents that I haven’t seen before in my life and she asks me to study myself… the worse is I dunno how to interpret the term like TITLE is actually means (nga lan), RELEASED (bank give money to developer), CAVEAT(vendor agree to sell the property to a specific person but not to others), ADJUDICATION (valuation of the property), PRESENTATION (register the right of property). All these words are I make initiative to ask her but every time I ask her things…she always gives me cynic look and not willing to answer it like I’m asking stupid questions and should know all this things….

I list down what I need to ready when open a conveyancing file:-
a) S&P Agreement [1 OR copy from inkjet printer with black plaster, Photostat 3 copies with blue plaster] [Cash -3 copies, Loan-4 copies]
b) CKHT 1 (Vendor) [1 copy], CKHT 2 (Purchaser) [2 copies] – typewriter, submit within 30 days from S&P date.
c) PDS15 [1 OR copy from laser printer, Photostat 6 copies]
d) MOT [2 copies from inkjet printer]
e) SD appointment of solicitor [for purchaser] [1 copy inkjet printer]
f) SD not to enter private caveat [1 copy]
When starting a case, collect RM500 from client whether is sub sale (old house) or developer (new house) case.
In situation where no MB consent, no redemption, buy from cash, purchaser give 10% deposit to vendor then stamping the S&P. Submit CKHT1&2. Collect full balance of purchase price. MOT sends for adjudication. For subsale adjudication is 1 month. When adjudication form is return, collect balance and disbursement fee. Pay stamp duty, MOT stamping. Send for presentation. Release balance of purchase price to vendor. Wait for title back to give it to purchaser.

Well that’s only a part of what I’ve learn within 2 days of work. If continue to work there…I’ll get crazy….this job not suit my attitude, lots of pressure. I’ve told that I can’t make a single mistake, I need to double check or triple check every documents before submit it. But I think if I manage to survive there for about 10 years…I really can be a lawyer…like what MS.KHOO told me in the interview because I see she only need to sign the document ready by the clerks and deal with court cases, so relax…..all the works are done by the clerks.

I havent inform anyone there that I wanna quit, I told Popeye about it and he is so angry that he wants to help me to complain to the lawyer about I need to learn everything in 2-3 weeks, of cos I told him 'suen la...' don't get trouble since it's a legal firm. So on Monday, I think I'll speak to Trisha that I wanna quit....and start to find another job.

1st June

2006-06-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

1st June, is a special date for me and Popeye. Hehe…it’s our anniversary day. We’ve been together for 4 years….and I hope it’ll last forever. This is not because I’m deeply in love with him, it’s just that I’m very comfortable with this relationship and it makes me feel secure. Although others might think that we’re boring couple, no ups and downs but I don’t need that experience to prolong our relationship, as long as we both feel happy, it’s enough. At least I’m ok la….haha…not sure what Popeye feels….maybe he’ll think I’m very troublesome, always need him to take care me. Today, we no celebrate it because we both are short of money. Erm…Popeye bought me a clothes and I didn’t buy him anything ….dunno buy what…in fact, I’ve long time didn’t buy him a present, I really got no idea to buy what…if the things are cheap and not branded, he dun wan so better dun buy, if branded things, I cant afford it…ahaha…moreover our taste/choice are totally different, so I normally will treat him eat.

Today, I started my 1st office job as a legal clerk, it’s totally not what I expected, I’ve difficulties to adapt to the office culture, the staffs there are not friendly, serious-looking and the workload is quite heavy, I can see the 3 clerks there busy with their own business from the start to the end even in the lunch hour. They only break for half an hour to eat, although the lunch break is 1 hour. Even back also late…suppose to finish work at 5.30 pm but they only leave at 5.45 pm…..So hardworking…and this kind of working environment really giving me pressure, because I’m lazy and laidback type, aih… I think I’ll resign very soon….:(

1st day of work with no experience I’m like a new kindergarten student to that legal firm, I need to learn every single things like operate the photostat machine, using the typewriter, I’m in charge for postage duty so I need to know about different posting methods (regular post, courier, registered mail, certificate posting, fax) and the right way to fold the letter to insert to the envelope (although it sounds very easy but it must fold in correct way with accurate measurement to fit in the envelope). The clerk (Ms. Phan) who responsible to train me, she wants to jot down what she had teach me on a book, when I hear it….I feel very ridiculous, do I need to do so? I’m here to work… not attend a class, even I’m in a class, I also wont copy down the lectures notes, I’ll borrow others to photocopy it. I seldom write except in exam. She said I’ll forget if I didn’t written down, then I said I need to practise more, if I got problem I can ask u….she seems dun like it, she said what if I’m not here? I was surprise to hear that, how can u not here? U’ll be leaving soon? She didn’t reply me, I was think that how can u expect me to manage every things efficiently after 1st day with little practical work?

My father returned from Thailand today, and I told him that I find a job in legal firm, he seems dun agree me to work in legal firm because the salary sure very low with lots of works to do. He said there’s many paper works to do and require quite a lot of talking too. After hear what he said, I also agree with it…..low salary + heavy workloads = stupid job

I'm Hired!!

2006-05-30T15:09:00.000+08:00

Yahoo….I’m hired as litigation clerk!! Received a call from Ms.Lam telling me that I can start work on 1st June. 5 days/week (it’s my ideal working days), 8.30 am -5.30 pm (the working hours quite long, I wonder why that firm opens so early?) the most important is what is my salary? Aiih…only RM700. Haha…I think it’s my fault to stated this low amount as my expected salary yesterday; I should have said RM800-900. Pretty regret now. Erm… after 3 months probation (I dunno if got probation or not), I hope the firm will raise my pay, if not I will request it myself as I can’t stand with such a low income.

Wei Yin told me that Sow Lien is working as account clerk, and coincidently I see her online last night so I ask her about the job, the 1st thing I care the most is the salary, and guess what….she got RM900!! I was so surprise to know that because she is working near her house, a small shop, no experience but she could get that well pay, which means if in town, the expected salary can range within RM1000 above. But I know if work in town, most of the requirements are must have experience, at least LCCI qualification and knowledge of UBS software. Thus, it is quite difficult for me to get this job too. I have made few job applications for account clerk/assistant but still no reply.

By the way, I have receive a call from Mr.Chin, the one who gives me RM700 as account clerk (6 days/week), he called me twice since I didn’t turn up for the interview last Friday, the 1st call was on last Sat morning, ask me why I didn’t come for interview, then I told him that the location was not suitable for me. And today he call me again, asking the same question, I know he purposely call to negotiate with me about the salary, if I said that the salary was too low, I’m sure he’ll raise it to RM800-900 as I guess he is very eager to hire a person before 1st June. The reason I reject this job is really because of the location, I got no idea what is that company does nor even the company name because when I ask him on the phone, he just said when I reach at the downstairs, call him and he’ll send a person lead me to the office. It’s opposite Yuk Choy Primary School, the whole building looks very old and creepy from outside, so I decided to reject this job.

my 2nd interview

2006-05-29T19:26:00.000+08:00

Today went to a law firm (PL KHOO) in oldtown for an interview as a litigation clerk. It's my 2nd interview after the account asst in greentown. The lady who interviewed me seems very friendly and it makes me very relax. I dunno if she is the employer/lawyer of that firm. That firm already has 3 clerks working there so if I get hired, at least I'm not alone in the office. The interview process was pretty fast, about 10 mins. She straight away ask me for my certificates as soon as I lay my buttock on the sit.Then she flipped through all my certificates one by one, in the meantime she asked me few questions about my distance education and the advantages being a litigation clerk compare to general clerk. She explained that litigation clerk salary is commensurate with experience and the value will go higher from time to time and can up to the same income level as a lawyer. When one reaches that level, means that whatever the lawyer can do, that experienced clerk also can but the different is he/she has no license.

If I just only heard what she said, I wont believe it but few days ago when I look for employment classified on the net, I come to this job classified in Ipoh.

LEGAL FIRM, Ipoh 1) Exp Litigation, Conveyancing Clerks. Min RM1,800 2) Legal Asst (Litigation). Salary commensurate with exp, 5-day week, attractive benefits. Fax resume 05-2541758 or email: hlc04@streamyx.com 24/5/2006

Can you see minimum salary for an exp litigation clerk offer from this law firm?RM1800!! That's only the minimum, what about maximum?RM2000 - 3000?? Wow, at 1st I tot this classified must been printed wrong...ahaha...how can a clerk would get that salary....but today after listen to what that lady said, I only know is true. I got apply for that firm but they din contact me.

In the end of the interview, she asked me:
what is my expected salary?
I said I dun familiar with legal line so I dunno how much should I request. Then she used other way to ask me, what is the lowest income I would accept?Erm...this question is better haha...I said RM700-800 (although that's certainly not my expected salary). Then she just wrote RM700 in her paper. In that paper, it's a list of candidates who will fight with me to get this job, I see in the list there's about 19 people. Some expected salary are RM1000++....Whooh...I think my expected salary is the lowest because I got no experience and my chance to get this job also the slimmest... aiihh...

That lady said I need to be train for at least 6 months so she hopes if I get hired, I wont leave within short period if not she'll need to train another newbie again. I asked her what's the job duty? Is it mostly paperworks? Do I need to speak a lot? Then she said, yeah mostly need to face computer type document, this firm mostly deal with sales contracts, she added besides paperworks, I need to speak with client asking payment and call bank officer check for loan status. She said, mostly I'll use Cantonese cos almost all clients are Chinese. But if I speak to bank officer, I need to speak in English. She said her other clerks at 1st also not used to speak in English but after u practice more, it'll be Ok. Actually I'm not worrying of speaking what languages, but is my stammer problem. Aih...dunno what happens if she finds out I got speech problem.

That lady said if I'm hired, I will receive call within this afternoon till tomorrow. If by tomorrow they dun call me, means I'm not hired. =( Actually I would like to work in that firm because the enviroment is good, and that lady (I dunno who is she but she's really friendly and sociable) .

my speech problem

2006-05-28T03:11:00.000+08:00

Just come to this website http://www.stutteringforum.com/. It’s a forum for people who have speech problems like me. Then I read a post about how to get rid of stammer. Here’s the members replies:

there's no possible way to get rid of stuttering, it stays with you forever. By getting rid of stuttering, do you mean passing by as a fluent speaker? When i was 18 i saw a fluency specialist and i can "pass" as a fluent speaker but i still have my stuttering moments every now and then.

The only cure is growing out of it. If you cannot grow out of it then you will always stammer. This means that you have to work to be fluent, you stammer will be still be there but you will be able to control it. I found a website promising fluency and how "he beat his stammer" but in truth he hadn't. He had found 99% fluency, in the voiceover of him you could tell at 2 points where he was controlling the stammer and not just chatting. He was fluent but his voice changed slightly. Like he was really attempting to say the word softly and slowly.With enough practice on the right techniques you can gain like 99% fluency. If you can maintain this then you have effectively beaten your stammer.

You have to reshape the way you think as well.Stuttering is complex, not just reading out loud as preparation for actual conversation.I have an intense fear of introducing myself to large groups of people. It's my thought process more than anything.

For those of you who are bashing potential cures and saying there is no way for 100% but only 99% - why don't you pay attention to your friends and family very closely - you will notice everybody sometimes gets caught up and stutters once in a while. Former stutterers might panic in this situation but I don't think ANYBODY in the world is 100% fluent.

After reading the post, I totally agree with it. I think the only way to get rid of stammering is to CONTROL it. Learn to control the emotion feeling when talking is very important. At least this method helps me. Although this solution is very easy in theory but when come to practical, it needs a lot of practice and training. I really hope one day I can gain my speech fluency to 99%.

job hunt continue...

2006-05-26T19:17:00.000+08:00

Continue my job hunt today, make 3 inquiries for clerical position. The 1st company gives me RM700 monthly because I got no experience. Working hours: Mon-Fri (9.00 – 5.30), Sat (9.00 -1.30). Ask me to go to interview on 4.30 pm but I didn’t go since the salary is rather low with long working days. If from Mon-Fri is acceptable with the monthly income RM700. Then the 2nd company I just go there fill up the form and wait them to call me for interview because the boss is not there. The last one is a legal firm, ask me to go to interview next Monday. I know working in legal firm, the salary sure low between RM600-700 but the working days are only 5 days/week so I think it’s suitable for me as I need time to study and relax.

I’ve make application to take 9 subjects on the next trimester but not yet get reply. I wish to graduate in the next year so I need to finish up all the 25 remaining subjects within next 3 trimesters which equivalent to 1 year period.

my job hunt

2006-05-23T19:27:00.000+08:00

Today begin my job hunt to eliminate my boredom at home since all my dogs are gone, I got no meaning staying at home alone all day long, moreover now is sem break, new sem will start in mid June so I need to get a job to fulfil my spare time. I went for an interview in an accounting firm in Greentown for the account assistant post, the firm also offers other vacancies like semi auditor and company secretary assistant, the woman who interviewed me seems want me to hold the company secretary assistant and semi auditor but since I’m not studying in the accounting field, she said there are many things I must know if I want to work there like company law, taxation, audit, EPF, and more. Then I ask her how am I gonna to learn this? By myself? I must buy books to read it? She said I can learn it while working, there are many books in the office, the most important is I’m willing to learn, then I reply “of cause I’m willing to learn, haha” She said if I want to be account assistant, not a problem cos it’s an easy job and the salary sure low around RM900. During the interview, she keeps saying that my course (HRM) is very low demand in job industry, she hardly see people taking this course, she said many people will take accounting and marketing, but in my heart I said, “yeah many people will study these 2 courses but the graduates also hardly to find a well-pay job too” Every sector has its own value, I don’t think HRM is that bad nor Accounting is that good.

In the end of interview, I don’t know I’ll get hired or not but if got hire I think my salary is around RM900 only cos that woman has written my expected salary is RM900 although I told her my expected salary is RM1000 + +.

Tomorrow I find another 2-3 more jobs to interview, I hope to start work in June.

R.I.P-Forever Memories

2006-05-21T11:57:00.000+08:00

All gone

2006-05-20T15:22:00.000+08:00

Bebe has passed away last night on 11.40 pm, she was having seizure and I know she couldn’t be safe anymore so I called Dr.L to come over my house to put her to sleep. It was a painful feeling to see my dog die in this way…like I’m the killer. I never imagine I will go to this step- put my own furkid to sleep. Last time I was totally object to this action, I think it is inhumane to take away someone life deliberately. Y just can’t let it die in natural way? But you never know the feeling until you really experience it. I got no better choice than euthanasia Bebe, if not she will keep suffer from seizure until she die. When a dog started seizure, it can’t be cure because the nervous system has been damaged. Sigh…now all my dogs are gone. Within just 5 months I lost 4 dogs. No one would be bad luck than me I guess.

Dr.L advised me not to rear dogs in this few months because the virus is still active and most probably my new dog will get infected too. He said I should wait for about 6 months later then only can get a new dog for safety reason. I’m so lonely now – all alone in my house. How can I wait for 6 months without a dog? Hmmph…I think I only wait for 2 months, aiih…I don’t know ler…I miss my dogs so much….the GOD really cruel to me, taken away my dogs one by one in just short period of time.

Today finally finish my semester exam. This exam not just tests my knowledge but my mental ability as well. I can’t even concentrate on my exam because this whole month I’ve busy taken care of Coco and Bebe. At 1st, I’ve target all As in all the 5 subjects for this sem but now I know I only managed to get 1-2 As if lucky. If my dogs were ok, I might have the chance to get all As, aih…because all questions are not that difficult, I’ve read it before but when come to answer it, I can’t retrieve back because I didn’t review my study or no time to do so. Every moment I keep my eyes on Bebe to see her condition, I almost get mental illness. The period of waiting Coco and Bebe dying is so stressful because I know both Coco and Bebe are getting no hope to survive, but as long as they didn’t breathe out their last breath, I still have to monitor them.

I get a terrible hair cut today. See the word ‘terrible’. I’ve no face to go out see people until my hair grows longer. The hairdresser really pissed me off, I don’t know why he would cut my hair into this ‘mushroom style’. I just told him that I wanna cut my hair till shoulder length, I never ask to change my hair style, moreover the price is so expensive –RM35!! Normally I cut my hair for just RM18-25. Next time I won’t go to that saloon again – FAME. I choose this saloon I expect it is very cheap not more than RM20 and I know the hairdresser there are cheap also but I just require them to cut and trim my hair to shoulder length – so simple and easy. But that stupid hairdresser changed my hair style to ‘mushroom style’.

It's Bebe turn

2006-05-18T13:45:00.000+08:00

Today bring Bebe to get injection, Bebe like Coco infected distemper. I guess Bebe could only survive till these 1-2 days. Her breathing problems very serious, same like Coco, suffers from lung failure. According to Dr.T, she said recently many dogs infected this disease; she had euthanasia many dogs this few weeks including one this morning. She said she’s scare of it and she wants Bebe to make it through. Her comment about distemper outbreak is maybe those breeders fault because they import dogs from Thailand and those dogs come from there are high infected by distemper virus but they still can survive due to their immune system are already used to this virus since they were puppy. Thus indirectly the dogs have brought in this fatal disease to Malaysia. The vet said all this long, Malaysia dog is very rare to get infected by this virus. But because the breeders want low cost and high profit so they import dogs from Thailand.

Total medical fee is RM80 but I didn’t bring enough money as I didn’t expect need that much, I just give all that I have in my pocket altogether is RM70. Dr.T generously accepts my RM70 cos she said I’ve waste lots of money on my dogs. Yeah really a lot, about RM500 on Coco and Bebe. What to do….I can’t let them just die without making effort to cure them.

Few days ago, Dr.T offer me a dog, she said the dog same like Bebe breed but it is already 7-8 months old, she can’t keep this dog because she already owns 5 dogs, 3 at home and 2 in her clinic so she is finding people to adopt it. She said she don’t want to simply give it to any people, she wants to give me because she knows I love dogs. But I still considering it because it is no more puppy and I want to get a puppy but I’ve been searching for suitable puppy about few weeks still no news yet, pretty hard to get same breed like Bebe.

The Greed of Man

2006-05-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

Just finish watching the final episode of The Greed of Man (大時代). I know this drama is very popular during the 90s but never got a chance to watch it because my family not used to rent HK dramas until recently I'm able to watch on ASTRO. Unfortunately, I've missed few episodes because last Sat I've gathering with my friends so when I back to home, I was too tired to watch the repeat episodes at the midnight but I planned to watch it in another repeat (6.00 - 10.30 am), and guess what, I've overslept. Sigh..I've missed about 4 episodes!!

This drama really super BEST!! In fact, it's the best TVB drama I've ever seen. I never thought this drama is so realistic, the actor/actress are fantastic; they seem not like acting but carrying the character as their own. If want me to rate, I'll give full marks. I'm not being extravagant, this drama indeed marked a history for TVB because it creates many controversies:

It is extremely controversial and is well remembered for its effects of the stock market in general. The show was (and still is) the subject of many controversies amongst Hong Kong people. Many people believe that the part where Ding Hai's sons drove Fong Chin Bok's three sisters to death to be "over the top" and pushing the boundaries of broadcast acceptability. Indeed, after this series was aired, few (if at all) TV shows made by TVB or ATV featured such extreme plotlines. In addition, many believe that the final part of the finale, where Ding Hai threw his four sons off the roof of a skyscraper, was too violent and unacceptable for TV broadcast. This resulted in complaints made against the TV station to Hong Kong's government broadcast commission.

Retrieved from "http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Greed_of_Man"

Yishion Ipoh

2006-05-12T15:41:00.000+08:00

This morning went to the grand opening of YISHION IPOH in greentown. The purpose of going there is to see Chan Fung, Chan Tai Man and other artists. 1st time see Chan Fung and his family(wife and children). His wife is very polite looking and his children are quite naughty, ahaha….especially his elder son. In line with the opening occasion, there is 10% discount on all YISHION collections until this end of May so today I bought a short and Popeye bought a shirt for ourselves. The staff who served us was very nice and that’s why we both make a purchase there, actually overall this brand collection is not really fashionable, very simple design and the price is reasonable only (normal price but not cheap). Louis Koo and Cecilia Cheung are Yishion international spokespersons; in local we have Hans Issac and Maya Karin.

Models catwalk

ribbon cutting

with Choong Tan Fook

with Chan Fung

Dog license 2006

2006-05-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

Today all in once I went to two city councils (MBI), 1st in old town Ipoh to get the dog license then head on to Greentown to appeal to get discount for the yesterday summon. Still don’t know can reduce how much from RM50, but sure not much because last summon I appeal from RM210, I only get RM60 discount. So this time RM50, I think they reduce it to RM30 only. Sigh….better than none. Yesterday I search for puppy adoption on the net then I found some puppies which their breeds resemble to my dogs. Cute fluffy looks, fur colour, size are similar to Wai Wai and Jojo. There are 9 puppies from 2 different mothers, a woman rescues them from the street and put them for free adoption. Now only left 2 female and 1 male. I contact that woman that I’m interested to get a female pup, but since she’s from KL, I’ll need to wait end of this month to go pick up that pup. The woman said if got people want adopt them 1st, she’ll just give them so I need to call her b4 coming to KL.

Actually I plan to find the puppy from ISPCA and Ipoh Garden Veterinary Clinic 1st, if no suitable puppy, I’ll have to go KL get that puppy. I’m looking for the same breed as Bebe; medium sized, short legged, mixed breed, thick fur. I prefer mixed breed than pure breed because they are more active, rebellious and playful, pure breed like Golden/Labrador Retriever, German Shepherd, St Bernard are too big sized, Shih Tzu, Poodle, Maltese are too gentle like a toy, others like Pug, Dalmatian, Pincher, Doberman, Cocker Spaniel, Chow Chow, Bulldog, Boxer, Rottweiler are too ugly hehe, not the type I like. Overall the pedigrees I like are very little, erm…such as Australia Silky Terrier, Siberian Husky and Chi Hua Hua (long coat). Yes, at this moment, only this 3 type of pedigree I like. But I still prefer mixed breed with thick fur and short legged. Haha…I know other people will think I’m cheap because I see many people dislike mixed breed maybe they’re low class dog and got no value in the market. How often u see a pedigree dog is a stray? Many advantages to rear a pure breed dog like participate in dog competition, MKA birth certificate, microchipped, market value in puppy (average one puppy can sell at RM1000). It’s very hard to get a FREE pure breed puppy unless from a friend/relative.

Support SPCA slogan ‘Love Needs No Pedigree’ Haha…so 9 me.

2006 dog license

2004 dog license

Summon again

2006-05-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

Again, again and again….I’ve forgotten I received how many summons already since I rear dogs. At least 4 times including today the latest summons for not having dog license. This morning when I was still asleep, those the same guys from MBI who have come several times, ‘pay visit’ to my house to make an official examination check to see if I have keep more than 2 dogs. And they only see Bebe, my only dog, so they ask me, ‘berapa anjing?’ I said ‘Satu’ then they said ‘Mana lesen? Angkat mari’ I replied ‘Tak ada lessen. Belum apply lagi’ then they told me to take out my IC and summon me. Aaaarghhh….kik sei yan. Actually I should appeal to them not to summon me just now because I can say I will go get the license tomorrow plus they have summon me many times so I pokai already. But don’t know why I never think of that at that time, I just simply stand there wait them write my summon. After go inside my home I only think of that, so ‘geram’. I heard one of the old officer said ‘Dulu banyak anjing’ then another man ask ‘Betul sekarang satu sahaja?’ I was thinking I rather have more dogs to let u summon me than just left ONE dog and still got the summon.
The reason for not having license is ridiculous, they purposely pick on me, my whole neighbourhood who rear dog at home, almost all don’t have the license, and they just summon me because today they purposely drive their lorry to ‘visit’ me. The license is useless to me because I keep my dog inside my house and I wont bring her go outside of my house so why would I need the license? Ok, I know no matter how, I should get a license, last time when I have Bebe only, I got apply annually. Then after Bebe gave birth to JoJo,Wai Wai and Coco, I can’t apply for more than 2 dogs. If I just apply 2, the other 2 dogs no license, the licenses are worthless because when they see I have more than 2 dogs at home, they don’t care if I have license for any of my dogs, I mean they won’t count that I have 2 licenses so they just summon me for the other 2 dogs. NO, they will summon me all the dogs I have, no matter I have license or not. One dog is RM50. So what use I get the license if I have more than 2 dogs at home. This rule is so nonsense. That’s the reason I don’t have license now.

The GOD must playing with me. Yesterday Coco just passed away, today the MBI come. What about tomorrow? And the day after tomorrow? I’ll wait and see. I’m so fed up.

today summon

last year summon

Coco 2004 - 2006

2006-05-06T16:56:00.000+08:00

Coco passed away this morning, 9.05 am. She suffers from respiratory problem or can say due to lung failure. Her death is a quite surprise to me and to the vet because her conditions changed drastically in 24 hours, yesterday afternoon I brought her to the vet, the vet said there is a hope with Coco but not more than 24 hours Coco is dead. Actually I don’t really understand why Coco will died since her conditions is getting better few days ago and she got keep continue to take the antibiotics. I’ve spent RM300++ on Coco medical expenses but at last she can’t make through. I can feel Coco is trying her very best to struggle to survive, at the moment she breathe her last breath, she still don’t want to let go her life. She is different with my others 2 dogs that have died. Her determination to live is very strong. Yesterday midnight till this morning, Coco kept making ‘the noise’ like crying for help. I’m terribly sad that I can’t do anything, I just sit beside and comforting her. Her tongue is in white color when she died, means that she is out of oxygen. Her eyes and mouth are not closed too like Jojo and Wai Wai. This way of dying is so cruel. Why the God can’t let them die in a peaceful way, at least with their eyes and mouths are close. Is it some kind of my bad reciprocation/karma? I would never forget these horrible looks of them. Sigh…everything is destined. Touch wood to say that don’t know when is Bebe’s turn? After all my dogs dead, will it turn to be the human who going to die? I mean my family….sigh…I’m so scare now. I don’t think I’m superstitious to believe that my house feng shui really got BIG problem this year. It cannot be a coincidence to lose 3 dogs in such a short time.
1) JoJo – 3 Jan 2006
2) Wai Wai – 8 April 2006
3) Coco – 6 May 2006

I know Bebe must be very lonely now…all of her off springs has died except one, Jackie, he is adopted by a good family. I’m thinking to get a female puppy in next 2 months to accompany Bebe.

Letter from Gary

2006-05-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

Here’s the letter Gary wrote to me few years ago….it is the reply to my letter. I remember Gary said I’m the 1st person who writes to him so it’s very memorable to him and he said he won’t forget that. Haha..that’s what he told Bernard few years ago but I guess he must have forget about it now since he got a lot of fans supporting him now. Yeah…his fans are growing tremendously just because of the Superwoman song. Even Justin (HK singer) also notices him and praises him as a good R&B singer like American singer. Hehe …What do u think?

GeGe Blue new edition

2006-05-03T14:24:00.000+08:00

Here it is…Gary Chaw new edition of GeGe Blue album. It’s the same as the original except the bonus VCD with his new MVs and promotion showcase in Taiwan. The previous edition contains only 1 CD with 11 songs therefore this edition is more worthy. This new edition Malaysia can’t find it so I bought it from Bernard (Gary’s brother in-law). He said he bought 10 from Taiwan so I asked him to sell me one and he agrees. Since he is Gary’s brother in-law, he volunteers to help me ask Gary to sign on the album. I told him to ask Gary to write my full name, Jessie Chee Phui Yee, eheehe better than just Jessie Chee but in the end Gary wrote wrongly my name as Chee Pui Yee….aiihh…kik sei yan. Actually I don’t want the English name ‘Jessie’ because I prefer people to call me Phui Yee but last time when I 1st know Bernard and Gary, I already introduce myself as Jessie Chee so now I need to continue use that name. Hmmph…Gary only remember me as Jessie Chee he doesn’t know my real name, so I purposely want him to write my full name on the album.

According to Bernard, when he ask Gary to sign the album, he said Gary remember who am I. Gary said I bought food for him last time, Bernard asked me if it is true. Haha…yeah, it’s true. Actually the idea to buy food for him was from Tiffany, another Gary’s fans because we think to buy something for Gary when he was in Ipoh few years ago but got no idea to buy what so we came to this idea. I was responsible to buy food because I stay in Ipoh and Tiffany in Sitiawan so I just simply bought him egg tarts and ‘seremban siew pau’ for him. Haha…so cheap. But Gary didn’t eat it because he was on diet, his company want him to keep fit so he distributed the food to his crews.

I didn’t go to Taiping to meet Gary because Bernard said he’ll be in Ipoh in July for another round promotion. But the probability is only 85% so he asked me better go to Taiping 1st. At 1st I did plan to go but now Coco is still not fully recover so I can’t go.

GeGe Blue new edition

Gary 1st album

Help! I’m stuck

2006-05-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

Help! I’m stuck in the middle of the road. That’s the bad thing happen to me today. It was raining heavily and I was on my way to fetch my dad from work. The road was deluged with pools of water and my car can’t cross through because the water has gone into the engine and the engine just off. I was caught in the middle of road, I saw other cars just past by me and I was the only one who got stuck in the road. It was pretty embarrassing and scared because I think of if someone will rob or rape me as I was alone in the car. I called my dad, he said he’ll come a.s.a.p and popeye unable to leave from his workplace so I just wait for my dad to rescue me. Within that 10-15 mins, I kept on trying to restart the engine, after many times attempt, I finally make it. Yeah..my car can move and the 1st thing I did is to keep on stepping the accelerator pad to heat up the engine so that it wont turn off again.

Then I called my dad telling him that I managed to restart the engine and he said I can go back home as he was on the way home too. Then I U-Turn and back to that same place which I get stuck just now. There was still a big pool of water and I don’t dare to drive through scare I’ll get stuck again, I called my dad again ask him to drive the car and I just wait him to come but he told me to use the 2nd gear to slowly drive through the water. So I have to listen to him and try my luck to drive through the big pool. Luckily I can pass through, I was so relieve.

Overall I learnt a lesson on how to cross the deluged road. My dad told me that I should use the smaller gear like 1st or 2nd gear when crossing the pool so that the water won’t get into the engine. Quite a good experience though.

2nd payout from CS

2006-05-02T15:03:00.000+08:00

I received my 2nd payout from CS. Another fast payment within 24 hours. Reinvested all the earnings for more profit. So far, this programme has good reputation and hoping it can last longer than I expected (I expect it'll run for about 6 months time, started in March and to my guess it'll stop around Aug-Sep) if no accident happen such as hacker attack which is very common in online making money programmes.

Just have a chat with Lai Yee in MSN, I suggest her to start a blog in blogger.com instead of using Friendster Blog. So I'm expecting her new blog to launch...eheheheh.

This morning bring CoCo to see the vet, she didnt check her but just give her some pills for the sneezing problem.

Coco is getting better

2006-04-29T12:20:00.000+08:00

These few days Coco has to see the vet every day to get the antibiotic injection, and now Coco seems getting better with no more chronic respiratory problem and today Dr.Chia has examined her lungs and it’s a good news. Coco’s lungs is more clear at least with not so much ‘the noise’ which it’s a good sign to the recovery from distemper. I’d search the net and know that distemper is an incurable disease. No medicine can kill the virus; the only way is to prevent it from vaccination but it also not 100% guarantee. Like what the vet said, among all the dogs she has treated, only one managed to survive. It’s really horrible, hope Coco will be the 2nd dog to be successfully treated by the vet. Well, it’s kinda too early to predict anything now, have to wait few more days to see Coco’s condition will change better or not. Aih…tomolo and Monday are public holidays, hard to find a vet if got emergency. I just hope for the best.

It’s a tiring week; I have to mop the floor at least twice a day, sometimes 3 times to kill the virus, every morning clean the cage and almost 18 hours/day monitor Coco and Bebe. Total medical expenses I’d spent to treat Coco so far is about RM250. My dad ask me I’ got enough money or not and he gave me RM200 this morning. Actually I don’t really need his money yet but I plan to take Bebe for check up and if Bebe really got infected, than it needs another RM200 so I just take my dad’s money. However, Dr.Chia not encouraged me to give Bebe for the distemper test because it is too early to diagnose, as long as Bebe has good appetite then it should be ok.

Coco infected distemper

2006-04-27T12:18:00.000+08:00

Sigh…guess what happenned ….CoCo is confirm infected distemper virus, it’s a fatal disease. The chance for fully recover is so low….the vet said among all the dogs she has treated, only one can survive, sigh...just by hearing what the vet said, I really lost hope. Sigh….I think something wrong with my house feng shui in this year….how can suddenly within these 4 months 3 out of my 4 dogs are leaving me one by one. Sigh….I’m speechless. I really tired to receive anymore bad news about my dogs. The God might arrange some plan for me, He don’t want me to stay at home anymore, so He taken away all my furkids, I guess I should think like that to make me more comfortable. Sigh….I hope CoCo can make it through ler…:(

my furkids collection

2006-04-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

my new blog header

2006-04-26T14:21:00.000+08:00

whoooh....at last I've successfully customize the blog header with my furkids images on it. I spent two days to learn and study other blogs on how to add the images to my blog header. It takes me 2 days because every blog use different template code so I got difficulty to understand the complicated code on different blogs including my own blog. The reason is I don't create the template code by myself, I just modify it so I 'm not familiar with the code function in my blog. In the end after many times of failure attempt, I've made it...ehehee.

Coco is getting better now...thank god! I was so worried last night, her condition was so bad with chronic asthma and cough makes her difficult to breathe. I was so scared she'll leave me like the other 2 dogs. But in the midnight, she seems ok and can sleep soundly.

Coco having fever

2006-04-25T18:12:00.000+08:00

Early this morning Coco seems not well, she has respiratory problem and hardly can breathe. Moreover her appetite is not good for about one week ago but I didn’t do anything because she seems ok except she is less active than usual and always sleep. Until today, she started suffers from asthma and cough then I called Popeye to fetch me to the vet. Popeye came at 3.30 pm and at that time the air-cond technicians was in my house to install back my air-cond which they had uninstall it this morning. Finally my air-cond is fixed and I can enjoy the cool air in my room. My house temperature in the afternoon is hot like oven; therefore air-cond is very important to me.

Dr.Chia diagnosed Coco that she is has fever about 40.3 degree Celsius which is pretty high. The reason is maybe because of the infection in the throat/trachea area. But it is not confirm so I need to monitor her for few days. The worst condition is maybe because of fatal virus like distemper. Coco was given injection and few kinds of medicine. Total fee is RM38. I very worried now; I don’t want to lose another dog again at least in this year…I have lost 2 dogs, that’s more than enough....this year really darn bad luck for me.

Christina & Jap ass

2006-04-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

This afternoon (24/4) I went to meet Stanley’s wife, Christina to get back my Japanese assignment 2. She helped me take it back from MMU during the face-to-face session on last Sunday. Normally the lecturers won’t return the assignment that have been marked but since it is Japanese Language course, the lecturer want us to know our mistakes in writing and some comments so he return it to us before final exam. Actually on last Fri, I’ve email to the lecturer to send me back the assignment by post as I won’t be going to MMU to take it by myself but to my surprise is, yesterday when I online, Christina told me that she had help me taken the assignment back and ask me when will I get it from her. At 1st I thought that it must be the lecturer who ask her to bring it back for me as she is from Ipoh also but the truth is she just saw my assignment while looking for hers and simply bring it back to Ipoh. To her, maybe is a (sun bin in Cantonese) but I am really appreciate it; actually I never expected she knows my name, I don’t really remember I’ve mentioned to her my name or not but I got tell Stanley about it when we 1st met on yahoo messenger. Although I’d know this couple for not a long time but I can feel there is little fate among us. They both seem to be my ‘kwai yan’.

comment on my jap assignment 2

Popeye in newspaper for the launching of Naza Sutera

My 1st payout

2006-04-23T12:11:00.000+08:00

Yahooo…..got my 1st payout from Compact Surfing. Fast withdrawal within 24 hours after requested cash out. Actually there is a little mistake I’ve made, my total earnings is incorrect and I’ve make a claim to the admin and found out that it is my mistake that I didn’t surf on the 14th so I missed one day earnings but luckily the admin is so kind and he credit me back the missing earnings to my account and tell me to be careful next time :) I am reinvesting back to the Compact Surfing to earn more profits. Keeping my fingers crossed that it’ll not close in these few months as I’ll reinvest all my earnings until August to recover all my lost in the HYIP.

my cheap air cond

2006-04-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

My room air-cond out of service again for the 2nd time, same reason which I heard that senior technician said is the default on the compressor. I don’t know what the function of that compressor is but I heard another junior technician said my air-cond compressor is rather small so I assumed maybe that’s the reason why it always defaulted. My dad bought this air-cond to me only about 3 years but it has been broken down for twice in this period. Guess why? I got this information from the service man said that my air-cond model ( I don’t know what model it is but is from i ) , the compressor is always spoil, the man has received many complaints from this model as well having the same problem. I know my dad is very regret to buy this model, at 1st he wanted to buy YORK brand but don’t why finally he had purchased this i brand, maybe because at that time i is very popular, yeah I remember those days i has offer plenty of electrical appliances with great publicity on advertisements but now I’m not sure whether this brand still existing or not. I never see/hear its news quite a long time ago.

On the other hand, my dad’s room air-cond has been working well for more than 10 years, it’s a NATIONAL model. NATIONAL now has merged with PANASONIC. That’s why now this brand is currently expanding in Malaysia.

Just msn chat with Wei Yin, here’s part of our conversation about my vet study:
Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
how's ur decision??

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
my decision ar,,,i dun wan study vet la....at that time 30 years old...i married dee la...i have m own child tim....

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
so final decision is dun sutdy lor..hehe

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
yalor..not meh...30 years old wor....i think i have my child already la....how to become a vet...i mean the trainee vet....very hard wor...

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
where thr's a will,thr's a way

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
if my life is good...maybe i can open a pet shop....ekeke....

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
okie..tht's another aim..good oso

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
but u must sell ur dogs wo

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
sell mei sell la...ahaha...as long as i am a good seller.....many pet shop owner very sui one....abuse their selling pets....many case i heard when the buyer bought back the pet to home after few day their pet either will die or sick....

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
actually i wan to be behaviour therapist.....i mean dog trainer la....but dunno the way .....

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
yer..so cruel gehh...

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
oko..since u give up ur study plan..thn u must save money to open a pet shop arr..

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
wow..a therapist..u got aim but always dunno how to reach..hehe

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
yar....no lou sou.....u think i wan to be jau tuck ge la....like i wan to be an actress....how?

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
haha..i und..cos ur interest is some sort of different fr other ppl

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
so it's hard for u to reach ur dream

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
is thr any society u can join for dog lover??

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
if i am in kl...the problem is not that big.....kl opportunies is very wide for the dog lover like me....but in ipoh i think u know la....the enviroment is so diff.....

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
dog society ar...got geh...my dad fren got join...but many old ppl join geh.....

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
dun bother those old ppl ler..mayb they can teach u lotsa of stuff abt dog lehh

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
i know this society will meeting once a week.....many vets in that society.....actually i am interested to join geh...but i'm alone meh,....scare ge ma....popeye wont accompany me...cos he is not free....i know u';ll say me many excuses....no ar...i'm not giving u excuse,...u und mou....

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
dun worry.....actually i am finding way ge la.....give me some time...hehe....

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
but if u sked alone,u can go n know new frens

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
sure u'll hv common tiopic with others cos all of u got the same purpose to join da society

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
yalah...i am finding way ge la...

*•.¸.•° Go|d!locks°•.¸.•* says:
gimme some time.....

Wei Yin my final struggle.. says:
haha..sound like i giving u pressure..haha

my little fans....

2006-04-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

*·.¸.·° Go|d!locks °·.¸.·* says:
hi

*·.¸.·° Go|d!locks °·.¸.·* says:
who r u?

Little Dragon Girl says:
hi.... I was in your

*·.¸.·° Go|d!locks °·.¸.·* says:
in my wat?

Little Dragon Girl says:
website

*·.¸.·° Go|d!locks °·.¸.·* says:
what webste?

Little Dragon Girl says:
Louis koo website

Little Dragon Girl says:
it was yours right?

Little Dragon Girl says:
koo -1?

*·.¸.·° Go|d!locks °·.¸.·* says:
oh...yeah...i din update it long time ago...

Little Dragon Girl says:
I love that site

Little Dragon Girl says:
but not the picture and the wallpaper is down

Little Dragon Girl says:
buhuhuuu....

Little Dragon Girl says:
I mean... now the picture and the wallpaper in that site is down

Little Dragon Girl says:
can you fix it?

*·.¸.·° Go|d!locks °·.¸.·* says:
erm..if i have time....thanks for visiting my site

*·.¸.·° Go|d!locks °·.¸.·* says:
what photo and wallpaper u want?

Little Dragon Girl says:
not that I want.....

Little Dragon Girl says:
I just love the site

*·.¸.·° Go|d!locks °·.¸.·* says:
oh....when u discover my site? i din update many years ago....

Little Dragon Girl says:
years ago

*·.¸.·° Go|d!locks °·.¸.·* says:
where r u from?

Little Dragon Girl says:
but suddenly I miss it and took visited again

Little Dragon Girl says:
but the pictures were gone......

Little Dragon Girl says:
from Norway.... (it's in north europe)

Little Dragon Girl says:
and you?

Little Dragon Girl says:
you don't like Louis anymore?
yesterday I watched an old serie with Louis.... that's why I suddenly miss your site....

Little Dragon Girl says:
been to many Louis websites.... I think yours the best....

Haha....that's part of my conversation with my little fans, my Louis Koo website. It's a surprise to know that there's still visitor in that website (kootinlok.iscool.net). I have abandoned it years ago because lack of time for maintenance, I need to update the latest photos and breaking news of KooTinLok therefore it’s really time consuming so things get stop gradually. I remember this is my 1st do-it-myself website and from there I’d learn a lot about HTML codes and web designing, I purposely buy 2 books about web designing which are very useful to me.

I’ve forgotten how long it needs to build up this website but what I remember is I’ve been burning the midnight oil for the past of few months to finish up with my 1st ever website. I also remember my dad scolded me because my phone bill was more expensive than usual thus my dad terminated the phone service after continues for few months that the phone bill was still that expensive. Dial up internet service is RM1.50/hour, I think at that time we (my sis and me) online about 10 hours/day, so you can count how much is that bill :) . And the consequences is that now I am responsible to pay the monthly phone bill because I’m the only one who use it so I won’t online very often, averagely my phone bill is about RM65, I think it’s pretty high too because I online about 1 1/2 hour/day. Aih..what to do…my house cant install broadband internet service, if not I’ll online for 16 hours a day, 8 hours off for my sleeping time.

Chaw Ge 2nd promotion

2006-04-18T12:15:00.000+08:00

Aih…it’s pretty disappointed to know that Gary won’t be in Ipoh to do his 2nd round album promotion in Malaysia. I missed the 1st round, the only showcase in Sungei Wang Plaza on 1st April because Popeye and me unable to go to KL on that day as we hardly afford another trip again in such near time due to we’d been to Malacca on that previous week. We’d spent quite a lot in Malacca; most of the expenses were petrol and toll fees which cost approximately RM250, Afamosa entrance fees (Safari = RM35/person) (Cowboy Town = RM15/person, not exactly remember either RM12 or RM15 including 4D movie) and about RM60 on food and parking fees. Sum up altogether is RM410 erm…yeah RM200 for each of us for this Malacca One Day Trip. If we want to go to KL to meet Gary Chaw on that day, we need to fork out over RM150, erm…not we…is I have to pay all the expenses for this trip because Popeye don’t have extra $$$ after the Malacca trip. So after deep consideration, I decided to let go the chance to see Gary Chaw, I don’t want to waste $$$ just because to see him, although he is my fave singer. Haha…I need to think rationally, it’s not worth it to waste $$$ for the purpose to see your idol, isn’t it?

Gary Chaw 2nd round promotion tour will be in Johor, Seremban, Malacca, and guess what…..it’s Taiping!! I am so darn disappointed, I thought it’ll be in Ipoh, aih….again….I can’t meet him….maybe no fate with him…..so weird why it’ll be in Taiping, normally artist will go to Ipoh and Penang. I haven’t really make up my mind to go or not since it’s in Taiping, must depend on my driver..ahaha…which is Popeye to see him free or not on 3rd May.

forex & vet

2006-04-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

Again I can’t control myself to put money into online money making programme…..I know I’d lost hundreds in this job but because of the easy way to make fast money, I hardly resist it. I invest in autosurf programme which I think the risk is quite low due to the profit is not high as HYIPs. At 1st I plan to learn about forex trading which I know it’s the most lucrative and longer term to survive in making money on the net but it is far beyond complicated and difficult to learn by myself. Henry told me that is it impossible to learn forex alone without getting a ‘sifu’ to help you. The sifu is not free to help you, there are many so-called forex experts offer course for newbie like me for a price from few hundreds dollars US, or if you don’t learn, you can subscribe to their monthly signals at about $40 providing their prediction on which forex is likely to gain on each session.
Stanley is interested to share with me to learn the forex but he is still not make up his mind whether to trade real money as well as me, he said I need to online 24 hours to receive signals from the broker, draw charting and make analysis on which forex you want to buy or close it. He said he’d play the demo for 6 months and still can’t figure out the technique how to make sharp analysis on it. So, I put forex trading aside 1st, if I can make profits in this autosurf site, I might consider trading in forex. I know this is very high risk way of making money and many people wont support me to do that but I’m very interested in it.

I know most of my friends will disagree me to work at home, earning money online and never go out to the ‘real’ society to get a full time job. They are thinking that I’m very bored always facing my computer, i.e. study and work through the internet, staying at home looking for my dogs, wasting my youth life at home whereas other people are enjoying their college life, making new friends bla bla…..I totally understand what they think of me but in contrast they seems not to understand me or in other words cant accept it. Although I never have chances to do what they are doing now but I never regret at all to choose this path of life. I don’t feel I’m bored at home since my dogs are my loyal companion; they are part of my life, if they are happy, I am happy as well. That’s it, simple and happy life with my dogs. Hahaha….I know if my friends are reading my blog sure will say “Dog, Dog, Dog….always dog”. Wei Yin even ask me to pursue in vet course, she seriously support me to take this course because of my passion to dogs, then I replied her that by the time I graduate I’m 30 years old, she said age is not an excuse, if there’s a will, there’s a way. At that moment, I really make an effort to search for info, but it’s not that easy, I got problems such as I need to complete my distance education before pursuing vet course, then who will financially support me to study vet? The duration for whole course is 5 years in UPM, 1-2 years training in government vet department then only can work in private clinic, the time really isn’t a matter for me but I have to think realistically, as Lai Yei said I’m the only hope in my home to improve the current condition like buying a new house, moving from this Malay area, buy a new car, let my dad live a comfortable life after retired. It’s hard for me to study vet unless I can earn a stable income online then I can pay the tuition fees by myself. Aih….but that’s need to wait after my distance education which I hope I can graduate in 2007/2008.

favicon

2006-04-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

Updated my blog with a paw print favicon. Within Internet Explorer the favicon is displayed on the address line and in the Favorites menu. This is my 1st time doing it and never expect it is so easy. But it only display in the original blog address (godilock84.blogspot.com) because the code is in the template. Other subdomains addresses unable to view it.

Erm…I gotta finish my biz law quiz now…aih…it’s a tough subject. Elaine, I wonder how u can endure in the law course with hard-to-digest legal cases and rules. At 1st I thought studying law will just need a brain with big storage capacity to input all the legal stuff as memories then retrieve it for the exam but since I take biz law subject I only realise what is ‘law’. If just depend on memorising the legal facts, it sure not a problem to me but the problem is I don’t even understand what the facts means in my law book, how am I going to memorise it? Well, maybe I didn’t really pay attention to it, each time I grab the law book to study it, my attention will fly to the TV or radio programme. Other subjects for this semester, I can cope with it but don’t know why except for this biz law. Moreover biz law is just a part of law related subjects; there are Cyber Law and Labour Law that I need to study in the future semester.

feeling bad

2006-04-11T04:04:00.000+08:00

I think I’m having bad luck now….hate this feeling!! Especially in this year, it seems the period of misfortune keep coming on, 1st I’d lost my two dogs, 2nd I’d lost about RM900 in the HYIP investment and I have to call a halt to all online making money job because I don’t have $$$ to invest anymore. Without any income opportunities, therefore I need to get a full time work after finish my final exam. There are pros and cons if I going out to work, the pros of cos are I can gain experience, learn how to socialize, earn my own $$$ then I can buy a car for myself, be independent, and hope can improve my communication skills which it is my biggest problem. All who knows me will know that I can’t speak well, always stammer even when having daily conversation with friends and family. I also got no idea why I will have this kind of weird problem; it is not inherited by my parents. The reasons can explain to it are maybe it is due to psychological matter or physical nature related my tongue and throat making me can’t deliver a fluent speech. I hardly remember when I started to notice it since I’m not sure whether I have stammer from my primary school life or it only begin during my secondary school period. I think my friends can answer me that :) . However I slightly remember that my parents once took me to consult a doctor when I was very young, not sure how old it is but it should be not more than 9 years old cos my parents not yet separated, the doc told us that something related with my tongue is shorter than normal one so I will not speak properly. But I don’t know this memory is true or not because it seems it is my imagination and I don’t dare to ask my father to proof it.

In my form 6 period, where there is an oral test in MUET exam, Mrs.Anna told me to see doctor to find out what problem causing me to stammer, she recommended me to see Ear, Nose and Throat specialist but in the end I didn’t go because I was worried about the fees and I don’t know how to describe my problem to the doctor because I would only stammer when I was excited and fear, under normal condition I’m ok. And finally I went to see a general doctor to get a letter for my MUET oral exam. The doctor prescribed me some pills to help me calm my emotion but the pills weren’t work at all. I still had stammer during the oral.

Aiks....I should have writing about pros and cons if I go to work, I have gone too far from it ….hehe. Ok, the cons are I’m worry about my dogs, leaving them alone in the house for about 10 hours is really poor because they use to be free with me accompany them every day. I scare they will make noise and disturb my neighbour then the MBI will come to us. Aih…I still have a RM150 summon from MBI not yet pay and I must pay it because it recorded my name and IC number, if don’t pay, I’ll sure get sue to the court. But recently I’m facing financial problem that’s why I haven’t paid it yet. I don’t feel like want to waste my $$$ paying this stupid summon. I’m not wrong, I just kept more than 2 dogs at home, then I get summon. My dogs didn’t bite ppl, they even never go out from my house, and the only wrong is my house is located in the ‘pig’ area. All my life, I hate the ‘pig’, I admit to have racial discrimination, but the ‘pig’ is really annoyed me!! They are inefficient, snobbish, dumb, flirty, lazy and more….!!! One word .....USELESS is suitable for them. Even pig is useful at least their meat can be eaten.

I’ve learn something new today regarding internet banking, here’s the story, after dinner we (PP and I) went to a cc for the purpose to reload the tmnet acc. I use Maybank2u to buy the reload pack, after I got the serial number, I didn’t jot down it, I go to Tmnet prepaid page to activate the serial number but I cant login after several tries, then back to Maybank2u page and it pop up a window warning the page will be logout within 30 seconds, I only read the words click Ok to continue and I assume it means will continue running the page so I quickly ask Popeye to click it but after click the button, the page has been logout. Popeye was angry with me cos I don’t see carefully the warning notice and I lost the reload serial number, he scold me that I always careless, don’t think of consequences and get nervous easily. Hmmph…I admit that, but I’m not always careless :( Then we back to my home to call the Maybank hotline, the operator told that the reload serial number can be retrieve in the internet transaction history page so we went back to that cc again and manage to get back the reload serial number and activate it at the same time. What I’ve learn is I get to know the internet transaction history page which I was not aware of it after using Maybank2u for about 2 years. Normally I only use it to pay phone and astro bills and as a medium of exchange for e-gold.

new template

2006-04-10T06:52:00.000+08:00

Just finish customizing this blog with a new theme….erm…what should I name it? The Pinky Doggy? Haha….not really satisfied with it but I think is ok for now at least with the bone and paw print background in my fave pink color. Why would I’m not satisfied with it? Because I have better ideas than this like inserting the image in the header but due to my knowledge in modifying blog template is very shallow so here it is, actually at 1st I want to create a new template because the ready templates in blogger.com are not my taste. But after few times of attempt, I failed to do it because the codes are too complicated to understand just by reading from webpage. Thus I decided to modify with the blogger.com ready template, I choose Ms. Motto because of the pink and purple background. Then I search for the doggy background and bullet via search engine. Luckily I found a very suitable website (http://www.fuzzyfaces.com/dgraph1.html) as it has a wide range of doggy graphics for completing my new blog theme. I’ve changed the header background, header font color, header border, sidebar background, sidebar bullet list, sidebar font color, layout border and maximize the layout size. What I don’t change from the original template is the font type and main background colour because I think is ok. The last step I do is get a nice web address for my blog. I have register 3 new subdomains for it.
1. goldilock84.isclever.com
2. goldilock84.islovely.com
3. goldilock84.ispretty.com

Wai Wai 2004-2006

2006-04-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

Another again….. 3 months ago JoJo has left without my expectation, and today Wai Wai has come to the end of his life of being my ‘son’, sigh…what’s wrong with me in this year 2006? I could say that I’d never gone through such this bad patch before in my life, within 3 months I lost 2 of my beloved dogs in the Year of Dog. Help!! I really can’t bear it anymore….I can’t lose my 2 remaining dogs (Bebe and Coco) at least in this year again if not …??.....aiih…if not what else I should do? Commit suicide? Or will have mental illness until need to consult a psychiatrist? *Sob*

8.4.2006 2.30 am Wai Wai breathe out his last breath. Reason of death certifies to be food poisoning same as JoJo case. The killer is someone from my neighbourhood. That pokai threw a kind of purple-coloured poison over at the back of my house. Too bad I don’t know who it is. If not…..I’ll burn his house!! I send a sms to 988 to express my feeling on the air and Ah Luke (988 DJ) read my message and he tells that if I know who poisoned my dogs, I can report to SPCA under abuse case.

How I find out there is poison in my house? It’s when I called for Wai Wai to enter inside my house after finish his dinner, normally he will wait at the door after he empty his bowl of rice but yesterday night (9.30 pm) he was not there and didn’t answer my call, I started to feel weird….where has he been? As soon as I open the door to find him, I was shock to see him eating something at the back of my house. I quickly yelled at him to stop eating but as most of the dogs’ behaviour, the more I yell him to stop eating, the more and fast he will eat because he scare that I will take away the food. I checked the food and my instinct told me that probably of 80-90% is POISON. Without wasting any time, I called Popeye, again I can’t find him like in JoJo case. He is attending insurance meeting but I got no idea why he didn’t pick up my call? I need him to come over to fetch me and Wai Wai to see the vet. After 5 mins non-stop calling Popeye, still I failed to reach him. Then I called my dad, he said he’ll coming back straight away. At 10.30 pm my dad is back and now only Popeye call me. I was extremely mad with him and off my hp. His excuse not to receive my call is because his hp has left inside the car. Aaarrghhh…what excuse is it? Although I know he is telling the truth but I can’t accept it because when I need him the most and is regarding my dog’s life, he is not there and moreover this is not the 1st time. I was so worried for Wai Wai and notice that he started to behave strange. After discussed with my dad about whether to bring him to see vet, I called Dr.L and he is so good to say that he’ll come to my house instead of going to his clinic because he is coming from Batu Gajah which is near to my house. He also asks us to give Wai Wai drink the ‘salt water’ so that he can vomit up all he had eaten including the poison. About 11.10 pm Dr.L arrived and he checked the sample poison to confirm if it’s really are poison and his answer is it is indeed are poison. He then gives Wai Wai an injection for vomit up the poison from the body if not Wai Wai will sure died. He also gives another injection for steroid. After 1 min, Wai Wai managed to vomit up all the food out and I can see that he really eaten a lot of poisons but I was quite relieve to see that he had vomit out the poison, Dr.L said Wai Wai should be OK and he left about 12.30 am. The medical fee is only RM80 which I think is very reasonable for 2 dogs (CoCo also taken the injection for safety reason).

Y Wai Wai fails to survive although he has seen the vet? I am assuming that is because it is too late due to Wai Wai has eaten a lot of poison and some of it has been digested as the Dr.L said. Another reason I assume is Wai Wai didn’t receive professional medical assistant because Dr.L is lack of experience. I don’t blame Dr.L because I can feel that he is a good vet. You can see by he is willing to come to my house and receive my calls at the midnight (I’d called him twice this morning (2.00 am and 2.30 am)). He also mentioned that he was eating when receive my 1st call asking him to see Wai Wai and even hasn’t finish his meal just because of he straight away heading to my house for the sake of to rescue my dog.

That’s all for now. I wonder when I can move out from this ‘HELL (DESA PINJI) or moving out from IPOH?? I wish to stay in a place where there is animal hospital, I know Singapore has it and I bet here in Malaysia within these 50 years also won’t be available. Y? Because of the ‘pig’ ruling the country loh. Aiihh… :(

my new weblog

2006-04-07T01:59:00.000+08:00

Hey! This is my new weblog again after having a long time never updated in the friendster blog. This is because I feel nothing much I can write since I just stay at home almost 7 days a week, all I could write about is my dogs….ahahaha. Seriously I really need them so much in my life as I don’t have many friends and doesn’t like going out to social and making new friends so I would say that my best friends now are my dogs which in these 4 years after I’ve completed my high school life, my 4 lovely dogs are my everything, the most important things. Too sad that it only left 3 now, JoJo had gone forever at dawn of 3rd Jan 2006. I miss her so much, sigh…guess what, I am crying now . I feel regret why I let this tragedy happened, I should’ve insisted on bringing her to see the vet again that time (3.00 am – 5.00 am). Or I must said that why I am not ready with the vets contact list for emergency, aihhh…at that time I only managed to get 3 vets phone numbers and only one can call in through, I had no choice at all although I knew that the vet (Dr. G) is not a good guy (there’s rumours I heard that he is a little bit abnormal because he keep staring at women’s breast part when talking to them.) Finally at 11.00 pm (2nd Jan 2006) I reached to his clinic in East, he checked all of my 3 dogs (Wai Wai was at home) and told me that they all 3 were in high fever and gave them each an injection (mixed with two diff drugs). While he was injecting my dogs, I got a bad feel, because I’m worried that the drugs are overdose for my dogs which are small-medium sized and that amount of drugs seems too much for them but what I can do, I am not a vet or an expert in this field. Straight after taking the injection, I can see my dogs condition were something wrong, even worse that before. But the Dr.G said it’s a normal reaction but I don’t trust him but again nothing I can do as I only can find him to cure my dogs in that late night time, aiih….and for your info, the rumour was absolutely right, Dr.G is a ham sap lou, he really keep staring at my boobs area while talking to me, even Popeye also notice that. What a bin tai lou ! Ok…continue with JoJo case, her condition has changed badly at about 3.00 am and she can’t even support herself to sit or stand, just laying on the floor and her whole body keep shaking terribly like those who has epilepsy. The other 2 dogs also started to have the same problem. I called Dr.G and his answer is it’s normal reaction due to the injection effect, aiih…again I don’t trust him, how can my dogs condition become worsen after seeing the vet? It suppose to be better or at least not worsen!! One more thing is that I cant called Popeye, his hp was off, called to his home for twice, 1st his mother answered and tell me that Popeye was not at home. I said, ‘Hah? Impossible because he should be at home after send me home from the clinic’. But she keeps saying that he is not at home. I was so angry, I really need him that time to accompany me and my dogs. Then few mins later, call again, his father answered and telling me the same answer, Popeye not at home. I was thinking where is that POKAI Popeye go? Go find another girl? How can this time not at home? It’s really tearing my hair out. At about 5.30 am, without any immediate medical help, JoJo finally can’t make it, she died with me and my dad around her in my room. I never imagine before that my dog will passed away in my room. Sigh…. L Luckily my other 2 dogs survived and at about 7.00 am, Dr.T (my dogs regular vet) ring my hp after discover that she had more than 10 missed call and one sms from me. She appointed me to see her at 8.30 am because she’ll be coming from Chemor to Pengkalan. After diagnosed my dogs, she requires CoCo to stay in her clinic to receive further medical assistant while Bebe was free to go home after taking another new injection. This time I can see that the amount of drugs is very much less than Dr.G’s one. So I suspect that Dr.G is directly responsible for the death of JoJo. I swear to myself that I would never go for him again. NEVER!!! It kinda ridiculous that Dr.G called me to ask about my dogs’ condition in the next morning….I was thinking that now only care about my dogs? If I didn’t bring my dogs to see him maybe JoJo wont died. At 11.00 pm JoJo was in good condition although she had high fever but at 5.30 am you tell me that she died?!! In just about 6 hours after consult from a stupid vet?? However, I had learn a big lesson, after this case I know I need to collect all the vet info (most important is their hp and house phone number) from Ipoh for emergency use. I manage to get it with a help from a member of puppy.com.my. She email me all the 11 vets contact from Ipoh. I am not sure if I have collect it ALL but at least is really helpful. I wish one day Ipoh will going to run a 24 hours animal clinic or if can a hospital.

Wah…I think I should stop here. Hehe my 1st new blog….a long winded grandma story