Lonely New Year again :~(

Ish...I guess I'll be lonely again during New Year,...Popeye has to follow his bro to Kuala Kedah for business purposes. But since exam is alreay around the corner starting 3rd Jan...so it'll be a good excuse for me to study rather than fooling around all day. From his SMSes, I know Popeye felt very guilty for not spending much time with me recently,..and I und he can't do anything but to obey his bro's command. He threathed by his bro that he won't buy him a car if he's refuse to go to this trip. I think no one in his family would turn down his bro's order,...like chinese saying, " I said 1, no one can say 2," He's the breadwinner and a successful entrepreneur that earn lots of $$$. That's y his family was so scare of him. Well, we r living in a materialistic world, everyone is working hard to accumulate more and more wealth,...who got $$$, he'll has the power to act.

Lonely Xmas =(

merry xmas 2006 to myself =).....i guess all of my frens are celebrating it now,....sigh... if not, at least better than me here,.....i'm alone here updating my blog *sob*. Never expected this year xmas i would spend it in this way,...LONELY XMAS!! U must ask where's Popeye, the sailorman?No..is the Fatty Bom Bom.....hehe....he's chatting with 'chow kong' aka god of ZzZz in Butterwoth,Penang. He was there with his bro since Saturday for a meeting. Btw, he promised he'll accompany with me on New Year eve, maybe we'll go to KL to countdown as I'm so bored being confined in IPOH, my last trip to outstation was around Aug-Sept, if i'm not mistaken to Dogathon, UPM. 3 months never step out of from IPOH....wow...very pity ler =(

Wanna know how's my working life? Erm...i'm getting closer with my colleagues whose working in bar (Jacky, Aida, Stacy and John). Especially John, the Floor Captain, he kinda likes me, and i can feel he seems wanna court me, hahhaaha....he's been asking me out for a movie and dinner and he always flirt with me by calling me 'Darling...., Sweety.....' and I hate it because it's very embarassing and if Ivy and Belle know it, it'll bring problem to me. Sigh...both of them seems dun like me getting close with the floor staff, maybe because they'll think i'll cover up their wrongdoing. Because I'm from Account Department, and everyday i need to do the bar stock check up to ensure there's no shortage so there's a conflict interest between the floor staff and management staff. Tat's y Ivy and Belle din encourage me to mix well with them. At 1st, I told Popeye that John likes me but he said maybe I over sensitive, hmppphh.... how can he said tat?? Ish....I'm not 'perasan' la. I can feel it if he's serious or not....the way he looked at me and treated me is different. There's an incident where my mum called up asking about my dogs, she din know that all my dogs were dead few months ago and I cried while explaining it to my mum on the phone, at that time my other colleagues were there except John, then on that night, he purposely called up to console me, ...actually I was pretty touched for his caring....ahahaa, but i'm for sure i wont fall for him, our atttitude totally not compatible, --- most important is he's younger than me and he's not a chinese. Haha...surprise leh....he's 20 years old and he's Indian Christian. He's not a pure Indian,..he said one of his grandparents is western people but he's not leng jai la.... =p

Exam is coming.....Gambate!! Wish me good luck, ok? hehehe.....I'm counting on my luck rather than my efforts.

wei..wei..wei..

wei..wei..wei...i'm back again!! It was 2 months ago since the last update, at one moment I thought to forgo it, lazy and no feeling to blog anymore, but due to popular demand, ahhahaa...ok la, I resume it.

During these 2 months, nothing much happen, my life is getting boring, and boring. Know Y?? Because most of my time has been taken up by my job. From 10 am - 6pm, mon-fri, and then 10 am-2 pm, sat, ....the sad thing is my work is so dull,....everyday do the SAME task, like I'm a machine-like person. Yeah...it's true, I do the EXACTLY SAME task everyday,....report daily sales, check bills, record bottles sales and commission, insert data to computer, inspect bar store balance and check GRO punch cards once a week. The worst is I can finish all my job by lunch hour, 1 pm. So every time when I back from lunch, I must pretend to do something else, until 5 pm only I can go upstairs the bar to inspect the store. It's hard to imagine that I need to PRETEND doing work, because my colleague advise me although I've complete all my work, I must not just sit and doing nothing, at least I find something else to do like arrange back the old files, ok...I listen to her, it only takes me few days to arrange back the files and repack it. But....then on 1 day, about 5.30 pm, I really dunno what to do anymore, after hours of pretending,....so I just grab a newspaper to read, waiting to go home, .....I know IVY must ask me to do something, she won't set me free, doing nothing...., she assigned me to switch all the data file from lotus 123 t0 microsoft excel. Erm....u must be surprise y my office still using lotus 123, ahahha....actually it is not that bad, there are some advantages compare to excel, hard to say how good it is.....but IVY said lotus has no license and what if my computer corrupt, how am I use another computer to insert the data since new computers now are using excel. By today, I think I've almost changed all the files.....aih...after finish this job, dunno wat to do ler....so much spare time,....if not bcos of $$$, I already quit this job, office work really sien.....Erm...u know I'm saving $$$ for pet grooming course, isn't it? Hope one day I can go HK to become a pet grommer, y HK? Bcos I luv HK, I luv the city and culture especially the cantonese speaking people :p

bz bz bz

busy busy busy…..everything seems so rush since I start working, my daily routine almost the same, go to work, back to home, and study. Hmmph….I feel sorry for my two little pups, they’re so pity, have to confine in the cage for 10 hours a day….wonder they got make noise or not…..

Daily schedule (mon-fri)
10am - 6pm: office hour
7pm -11pm: short nap/ watch tv
11pm – 2am: assignments/study
2am – 8am: sleeping time

Back to the last Friday, 4th August …. where Gary held his showcase in Ipoh. I purposely took half day unpaid leave to prepare to meet him but in the end all my plan was spoilt because of my ugly bad haircut. Aih… the night before, I sms Andy, his manager to request to meet him in person, I actually not very eager to meet him because of my new ugly appearance…..I know Gary is not handsome either but because he’s my idol, I should’ve present myself nicely…. at least with a better hairstyle,…not this ‘aunty look’. I just try my luck to see if I’ve fate with him or not…..hahaha…..but Andy replied me that he’ll try to arrange it for me but due to limited time, the chance is very slim. So on the next day….I waited for Andy to sms me, yes or no also nvm….. I want to know the result asap, because if I can meet him,…I’ll go to salon to set my hair, ….yeah….seems so kua jeung is it…..no choice ler…..my hair need a professional to style it…..if not really look like ‘aunty’ la……then around 3pm, I sms Andy…..at 4.30 pm, he replied that I cant meet Gary because they’re just on the way to Ipoh and time is very rush…..so ok lo….I no need to go to salon lo….save my money lo

Popeye also took half day leave to accompany me….he helped me to style my hair…..just a simple styling because I go no gel or wax to make my hair firm and steady, after styling it looks better but still I cannot accept it,…my hair is too short, it makes me looks very old. Every time I look at the mirror….I get very annoy of myself!!

About 7 pm, we reached to the Red Crescent Hall, then only know that the normal ticket zone was so cheap, there’s no chairs for us……the chairs are for the VIPs only……aiih….actually I dun really mind standing there to watch the show...maybe I like Gary so I’m willing to sacrifice…but for Popeye….he keeps nagging it…. urge me to call Andy whether he can help us or not……but bcos I dun wan anyone related to Gary to see my ‘ugly look’ so I dun wish/dare to call him, if I look better, I’ll sure call him up…..aiih……..lucky the stage was not very far from my place plus not very crowded so I manage to see Gary’s performance quite clearly.

After the singing part, Gary signed the album for the fans…..at that time, I dunno why I’ve changed my mind….I called Andy ask him if I can take photo with Gary because I notice the fans were not allowed to do it, tat’s why I called him 1st….he asked me to go up to the stage, so I tot it should be ok la…..but after go up the stage, he said No wor…the reason was they’re rushing to Penang, so no time for it,…I was so angry …..Obviously he was lying to me….take a photo need how long wor…..an hour meh….just a few seconds….tat also not allowed……aarrghhh…..the worst was he and Gary already knew I’m Jessie…..aih…...if he told me earlier on the phone that I cant take photo…..then ok la…I wont go up to the stage……but now….after exposing myself to him….he only said No….I really so piss off~!!! I sms Bernard to complain Andy about it……then he replied that Andy hafto followed the rules from record company, even Gary’s sis also not allowed to take photo with him in the show………then I sms him back that he said Andy is Gary’s manager…..got power ma….why take a photo also dun have authority wor….I said I know Gary is popular now…so bai bei jor…but as a long time fan, I really feel disappointed and sad. Bernard replied that he ask me to come to KL, he can bring me to see Gary and take lots of photos but only me…..

aarrgh....

I wanna die…..aarrrghhh…..I had a super terrible hair cut that makes me cried…..…really kik sei ngo that pokai hairdresser….actually I’ve discuss with him what hair style I want and he even showed me a model pic from a magazine about the hairstyle that he supposed to cut, but when on half way cutting my hair, I felt sumthing wrong….why he cut my hair so short…..not like the pic geh….then he only told me that he thought that hairstyle not suit me, so he changed to another hairstyle WITHOUT asking my permission!! He kept on persuading me not to worry, the hairstyle he chooses sure suit me and he said it’s very popular in Japan now........I was so piss off !! …kik sei ngo la…..he kept on persuading that I’ll look very pretty after the new hair style. He said not everyone is suitable to cut this hairstyle, he said my face is rather slim so this hairstyle is a perfect match. He added from what he saw the way I dress up, this hairstyle is right for me. I asked him, “how I dress up wor? I just wear a jeans and normal top, so simple….how can this hairstyle suit me wor,” He said I’ll look very stylish in this hairstyle… aiyooo…I dun wan “ying” la……I just wan simple and easy to manage hairstyle…..kik gua!! He asked me whether if I ever went to KL cut my hair b4…..he said, “ U know how much KL salon charge for changing a hairstyle ar” It’s few hundreds……now here only charge u RM18, so cheap,”….yeah…..I think including u also cheap…..I rather pay hundreds to KL salon to get a better hairstyle than this …..aih……how am I suppose to meet Gary this Fri wor….so wat tut now…..like an aunty hair now….tomolo the staff in the lounge and Ivy sure laughs me….. so malu ler….

1st day of job....

whuh....today is my 1st day of work as an account clerk,....the task not really difficult to learn, at least better than the previous law firm job. Well...get to know that Coliseum is actually not a decent place, is a lounge with GRO (Guest Relation Officer) means prostitute la....,I'm surpirse that almost all the GROs are Malay, only a few are Chinese. My duties are to count the staff salaries, check the stock balance and manage daily account. I feel quite pressure working there cos I'm the 'good girl' type, I had difficulties to mix with other staff who are working in the lounge, u know....the staff there are very 'sociable'.....I sked one day I got sexual harassed by them, some guys there seems very ham sap.....but my department is ok la.....we only do the accounting job like other company with many paper works, my colleagues Belle and Ivy are good to me at the moment, maybe I'm still new. I've requested to leave half day on Fri so that I can meet Gary earlier and Ivy agreed it...ahaha....so good....but of cos I'm not telling her that I wanna meet Gary ler....I told her I wanna go Penang to take sumthing.

Although this place not suitable for me, but it's quite interesting working here, I can learn a lot about the nightlife business, like today, I gotta know the pay rate for the GROs, all the liquor type (I must familiar with it, I need to check the stock balance), the busines operations of this lounge like daily sales, ...so not bad too....a new experience for me.

For the sake of money,...I must endure this job up to 1 year, hopefully I can handle it ler....I know I'm so weak....not independent and strong,....aih....

Farn...

Erm…. I received a call from Belle this evening, I already can expect what she’ll say, yeah…I’m employed but the poorest thing is I need to start working on tomolo….at 1st I feel “What? Tomolo? So fast? I’m not ready wor….” But just find out that tomolo is the 1st….that’s why I need to start working. The salary is not as good as I expected….I expected about RM1100-1200, but I got only RM1000. Belle said initially the boss wanna give me few hundreds only then she helps me to negotiate with the boss. I’ve not meet with the boss yet….dunno is a man or a woman but most probably is a man ler….Belle said he/she is based in KL so seldom will get to see him/her around.

I really not prepare to start working so soon la….suppose tomolo I’ve plan to cut my hair….then on Friday going to meet Gary but now ….aiyo…cannot la….I dun wanna miss this chance to meet Gary in person. I’ll try to request to leave half day on Friday….hope can la :( But when I got time to cut my hair leh? Aiyo…so farn la….kik sei.

Popeye suggest me to ask if can start working later…..maybe next week but I think it’s hard to open my mouth to ask la….because this job is recommended by my dad’s fren, if I do that….both my dad and Belle sure no face. Before I ready to tell my dad about it…Belle had phoned him, aiyer….kik sei. At 1st I thought to reject this job….but now…cannot ler….aiyoo….

Actually there’re advantages working in that …dunno what to call it….it’s called Coliseum, is an executive lounge with tennis court, swimming pool, café, and other facilities for the members. It has opens for 20 years in Ipoh, and the supervisor Ivy has been working there for 19 years….but I actually never heard of it b4. I wonder why it can survive that long, it seems no one will go there. Ooh..about the pros working there are I can save money for my pet grooming course….after one year I got enough money for it and moving towards to realise my ambition as pet groomer. Belle is working there..so anything she can help me, working hours is good (10.00 am – 6 pm)….hard to find company that start work at 10.00 am, can sleep longer, hehee….and I might get recommended to work in KL in the future after graduate since this lounge is owned by Berjaya Holdings but that’s depends on my work reputation la….aiih…u know I never work b4….sure will face many problems, aih…I’m already 22, almost 23….but have no working experience at all….so memalukan.